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But he soon had reason to suspect that Mr. Brooke had anticipated him

in the wish to break up their connection. Deputations without and

voices within had concurred in inducing that philanthropist to take a

stronger measure than usual for the good of mankind; namely, to

withdraw in favor of another candidate, to whom he left the advantages

of his canvassing machinery. He himself called this a strong measure,

but observed that his health was less capable of sustaining excitement

than he had imagined.

"I have felt uneasy about the chest--it won't do to carry that too

far," he said to Ladislaw in explaining the affair. "I must pull up.

Poor Casaubon was a warning, you know. I've made some heavy advances,

but I've dug a channel. It's rather coarse work--this electioneering,

eh, Ladislaw? dare say you are tired of it. However, we have dug a

channel with the 'Pioneer'--put things in a track, and so on. A more

ordinary man than you might carry it on now--more ordinary, you know."

"Do you wish me to give it up?" said Will, the quick color coming in

his face, as he rose from the writing-table, and took a turn of three

steps with his hands in his pockets. "I am ready to do so whenever you

wish it."

"As to wishing, my dear Ladislaw, I have the highest opinion of your

powers, you know. But about the 'Pioneer,' I have been consulting a

little with some of the men on our side, and they are inclined to take

it into their hands--indemnify me to a certain extent--carry it on, in

fact. And under the circumstances, you might like to give up--might

find a better field. These people might not take that high view of you

which I have always taken, as an alter ego, a right hand--though I

always looked forward to your doing something else. I think of having

a run into France. But I'll write you any letters, you know--to

Althorpe and people of that kind. I've met Althorpe."

"I am exceedingly obliged to you," said Ladislaw, proudly. "Since you

are going to part with the 'Pioneer,' I need not trouble you about the

steps I shall take. I may choose to continue here for the present."

After Mr. Brooke had left him Will said to himself, "The rest of the

family have been urging him to get rid of me, and he doesn't care now

about my going. I shall stay as long as I like. I shall go of my own

movements and not because they are afraid of me."