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"But you know, Dodo, if you ever did marry, it would be all the better

to have blood and beauty," said Celia, reflecting that Mr. Casaubon had

not been richly endowed with those gifts, and that it would be well to

caution Dorothea in time.

"Don't be anxious, Kitty; I have quite other thoughts about my life. I

shall never marry again," said Dorothea, touching her sister's chin,

and looking at her with indulgent affection. Celia was nursing her

baby, and Dorothea had come to say good-night to her.

"Really--quite?" said Celia. "Not anybody at all--if he were very

wonderful indeed?"

Dorothea shook her head slowly. "Not anybody at all. I have

delightful plans. I should like to take a great deal of land, and

drain it, and make a little colony, where everybody should work, and

all the work should be done well. I should know every one of the

people and be their friend. I am going to have great consultations

with Mr. Garth: he can tell me almost everything I want to know."

"Then you _will_ be happy, if you have a plan, Dodo?" said Celia.

"Perhaps little Arthur will like plans when he grows up, and then he

can help you."

Sir James was informed that same night that Dorothea was really quite

set against marrying anybody at all, and was going to take to "all

sorts of plans," just like what she used to have. Sir James made no

remark. To his secret feeling there was something repulsive in a

woman's second marriage, and no match would prevent him from feeling it

a sort of desecration for Dorothea. He was aware that the world would

regard such a sentiment as preposterous, especially in relation to a

woman of one-and-twenty; the practice of "the world" being to treat of

a young widow's second marriage as certain and probably near, and to

smile with meaning if the widow acts accordingly. But if Dorothea did

choose to espouse her solitude, he felt that the resolution would well

become her.