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"No, but the rest. Come, I'm as hard at work as any of you to-day, and

I can't spare much time. Say you'll be quiet without the constable."

"Aw, we wooant meddle--they may do as they loike for oos"--were the

forms in which Caleb got his pledges; and then he hastened back to

Fred, who had followed him, and watched him in the gateway.

They went to work, and Fred helped vigorously. His spirits had risen,

and he heartily enjoyed a good slip in the moist earth under the

hedgerow, which soiled his perfect summer trousers. Was it his

successful onset which had elated him, or the satisfaction of helping

Mary's father? Something more. The accidents of the morning had

helped his frustrated imagination to shape an employment for himself

which had several attractions. I am not sure that certain fibres in

Mr. Garth's mind had not resumed their old vibration towards the very

end which now revealed itself to Fred. For the effective accident is

but the touch of fire where there is oil and tow; and it always

appeared to Fred that the railway brought the needed touch. But they

went on in silence except when their business demanded speech. At

last, when they had finished and were walking away, Mr. Garth said--

"A young fellow needn't be a B. A. to do this sort of work, eh, Fred?"

"I wish I had taken to it before I had thought of being a B. A.," said

Fred. He paused a moment, and then added, more hesitatingly, "Do you

think I am too old to learn your business, Mr. Garth?"

"My business is of many sorts, my boy," said Mr. Garth, smiling. "A

good deal of what I know can only come from experience: you can't learn

it off as you learn things out of a book. But you are young enough to

lay a foundation yet." Caleb pronounced the last sentence

emphatically, but paused in some uncertainty. He had been under the

impression lately that Fred had made up his mind to enter the Church.

"You do think I could do some good at it, if I were to try?" said Fred,

more eagerly.

"That depends," said Caleb, turning his head on one side and lowering

his voice, with the air of a man who felt himself to be saying

something deeply religious. "You must be sure of two things: you must

love your work, and not be always looking over the edge of it, wanting

your play to begin. And the other is, you must not be ashamed of your

work, and think it would be more honorable to you to be doing something

else. You must have a pride in your own work and in learning to do it

well, and not be always saying, There's this and there's that--if I had

this or that to do, I might make something of it. No matter what a man

is--I wouldn't give twopence for him"--here Caleb's mouth looked

bitter, and he snapped his fingers--"whether he was the prime minister

or the rick-thatcher, if he didn't do well what he undertook to do."