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"But there is the chance of accident indoors, Tertius."

"My darling, don't talk nonsense," said Lydgate, in an imploring tone;

"surely I am the person to judge for you. I think it is enough that I

say you are not to go again."

Rosamond was arranging her hair before dinner, and the reflection of

her head in the glass showed no change in its loveliness except a

little turning aside of the long neck. Lydgate had been moving about

with his hands in his pockets, and now paused near her, as if he

awaited some assurance.

"I wish you would fasten up my plaits, dear," said Rosamond, letting

her arms fall with a little sigh, so as to make a husband ashamed of

standing there like a brute. Lydgate had often fastened the plaits

before, being among the deftest of men with his large finely formed

fingers. He swept up the soft festoons of plaits and fastened in the

tall comb (to such uses do men come!); and what could he do then but

kiss the exquisite nape which was shown in all its delicate curves?

But when we do what we have done before, it is often with a difference.

Lydgate was still angry, and had not forgotten his point.

"I shall tell the Captain that he ought to have known better than offer

you his horse," he said, as he moved away.

"I beg you will not do anything of the kind, Tertius," said Rosamond,

looking at him with something more marked than usual in her speech.

"It will be treating me as if I were a child. Promise that you will

leave the subject to me."

There did seem to be some truth in her objection. Lydgate said, "Very

well," with a surly obedience, and thus the discussion ended with his

promising Rosamond, and not with her promising him.

In fact, she had been determined not to promise. Rosamond had that

victorious obstinacy which never wastes its energy in impetuous

resistance. What she liked to do was to her the right thing, and all

her cleverness was directed to getting the means of doing it. She

meant to go out riding again on the gray, and she did go on the next

opportunity of her husband's absence, not intending that he should know

until it was late enough not to signify to her. The temptation was

certainly great: she was very fond of the exercise, and the

gratification of riding on a fine horse, with Captain Lydgate, Sir

Godwin's son, on another fine horse by her side, and of being met in

this position by any one but her husband, was something as good as her

dreams before marriage: moreover she was riveting the connection with

the family at Quallingham, which must be a wise thing to do.