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The singers feeling themselves excused by the fact that they had only

three bars to sing, now turned round.

"How are you, Lydgate?" said Will, coming forward to shake hands.

Lydgate took his hand, but did not think it necessary to speak.

"Have you dined, Tertius? I expected you much earlier," said Rosamond,

who had already seen that her husband was in a "horrible humor." She

seated herself in her usual place as she spoke.

"I have dined. I should like some tea, please," said Lydgate, curtly,

still scowling and looking markedly at his legs stretched out before

him.

Will was too quick to need more. "I shall be off," he said, reaching

his hat.

"Tea is coming," said Rosamond; "pray don't go."

"Yes, Lydgate is bored," said Will, who had more comprehension of

Lydgate than Rosamond had, and was not offended by his manner, easily

imagining outdoor causes of annoyance.

"There is the more need for you to stay," said Rosamond, playfully, and

in her lightest accent; "he will not speak to me all the evening."

"Yes, Rosamond, I shall," said Lydgate, in his strong baritone. "I

have some serious business to speak to you about."

No introduction of the business could have been less like that which

Lydgate had intended; but her indifferent manner had been too provoking.

"There! you see," said Will. "I'm going to the meeting about the

Mechanics' Institute. Good-by;" and he went quickly out of the room.

Rosamond did not look at her husband, but presently rose and took her

place before the tea-tray. She was thinking that she had never seen him

so disagreeable. Lydgate turned his dark eyes on her and watched her

as she delicately handled the tea-service with her taper fingers, and

looked at the objects immediately before her with no curve in her face

disturbed, and yet with an ineffable protest in her air against all

people with unpleasant manners. For the moment he lost the sense of

his wound in a sudden speculation about this new form of feminine

impassibility revealing itself in the sylph-like frame which he had

once interpreted as the sign of a ready intelligent sensitiveness. His

mind glancing back to Laure while he looked at Rosamond, he said

inwardly, "Would _she_ kill me because I wearied her?" and then, "It is

the way with all women." But this power of generalizing which gives men

so much the superiority in mistake over the dumb animals, was

immediately thwarted by Lydgate's memory of wondering impressions from

the behavior of another woman--from Dorothea's looks and tones of

emotion about her husband when Lydgate began to attend him--from her

passionate cry to be taught what would best comfort that man for whose

sake it seemed as if she must quell every impulse in her except the

yearnings of faithfulness and compassion. These revived impressions

succeeded each other quickly and dreamily in Lydgate's mind while the

tea was being brewed. He had shut his eyes in the last instant of

reverie while he heard Dorothea saying, "Advise me--think what I can

do--he has been all his life laboring and looking forward. He minds

about nothing else--and I mind about nothing else."