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With those words uttered impetuously, Will rose, put out his hand to

Rosamond, still with the air of a somnambulist, and went away.

When he was gone, Rosamond left her chair and walked to the other end

of the room, leaning when she got there against a chiffonniere, and

looking out of the window wearily. She was oppressed by ennui, and by

that dissatisfaction which in women's minds is continually turning into

a trivial jealousy, referring to no real claims, springing from no

deeper passion than the vague exactingness of egoism, and yet capable

of impelling action as well as speech. "There really is nothing to

care for much," said poor Rosamond inwardly, thinking of the family at

Quallingham, who did not write to her; and that perhaps Tertius when he

came home would tease her about expenses. She had already secretly

disobeyed him by asking her father to help them, and he had ended

decisively by saying, "I am more likely to want help myself."