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Dorothea, on the contrary, found the house and grounds all that she

could wish: the dark book-shelves in the long library, the carpets and

curtains with colors subdued by time, the curious old maps and

bird's-eye views on the walls of the corridor, with here and there an

old vase below, had no oppression for her, and seemed more cheerful

than the easts and pictures at the Grange, which her uncle had long ago

brought home from his travels--they being probably among the ideas he

had taken in at one time. To poor Dorothea these severe classical

nudities and smirking Renaissance-Correggiosities were painfully

inexplicable, staring into the midst of her Puritanic conceptions: she

had never been taught how she could bring them into any sort of

relevance with her life. But the owners of Lowick apparently had not

been travellers, and Mr. Casaubon's studies of the past were not

carried on by means of such aids.

Dorothea walked about the house with delightful emotion. Everything

seemed hallowed to her: this was to be the home of her wifehood, and

she looked up with eyes full of confidence to Mr. Casaubon when he drew

her attention specially to some actual arrangement and asked her if she

would like an alteration. All appeals to her taste she met gratefully,

but saw nothing to alter. His efforts at exact courtesy and formal

tenderness had no defect for her. She filled up all blanks with

unmanifested perfections, interpreting him as she interpreted the works

of Providence, and accounting for seeming discords by her own deafness

to the higher harmonies. And there are many blanks left in the weeks

of courtship which a loving faith fills with happy assurance.

"Now, my dear Dorothea, I wish you to favor me by pointing out which

room you would like to have as your boudoir," said Mr. Casaubon,

showing that his views of the womanly nature were sufficiently large to

include that requirement.

"It is very kind of you to think of that," said Dorothea, "but I assure

you I would rather have all those matters decided for me. I shall be

much happier to take everything as it is--just as you have been used to

have it, or as you will yourself choose it to be. I have no motive for

wishing anything else."

"Oh, Dodo," said Celia, "will you not have the bow-windowed room

up-stairs?"

Mr. Casaubon led the way thither. The bow-window looked down the

avenue of limes; the furniture was all of a faded blue, and there were

miniatures of ladies and gentlemen with powdered hair hanging in a

group. A piece of tapestry over a door also showed a blue-green world

with a pale stag in it. The chairs and tables were thin-legged and

easy to upset. It was a room where one might fancy the ghost of a

tight-laced lady revisiting the scene of her embroidery. A light

bookcase contained duodecimo volumes of polite literature in calf,

completing the furniture.