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"Well, there is something in that, you know," said Mr. Brooke, who had

certainly an impartial mind.

"It is, I fear, nothing more than a part of his general inaccuracy and

indisposition to thoroughness of all kinds, which would be a bad augury

for him in any profession, civil or sacred, even were he so far

submissive to ordinary rule as to choose one."

"Perhaps he has conscientious scruples founded on his own unfitness,"

said Dorothea, who was interesting herself in finding a favorable

explanation. "Because the law and medicine should be very serious

professions to undertake, should they not? People's lives and fortunes

depend on them."

"Doubtless; but I fear that my young relative Will Ladislaw is chiefly

determined in his aversion to these callings by a dislike to steady

application, and to that kind of acquirement which is needful

instrumentally, but is not charming or immediately inviting to

self-indulgent taste. I have insisted to him on what Aristotle has

stated with admirable brevity, that for the achievement of any work

regarded as an end there must be a prior exercise of many energies or

acquired facilities of a secondary order, demanding patience. I have

pointed to my own manuscript volumes, which represent the toil of years

preparatory to a work not yet accomplished. But in vain. To careful

reasoning of this kind he replies by calling himself Pegasus, and every

form of prescribed work 'harness.'"

Celia laughed. She was surprised to find that Mr. Casaubon could say

something quite amusing.

"Well, you know, he may turn out a Byron, a Chatterton, a

Churchill--that sort of thing--there's no telling," said Mr. Brooke.

"Shall you let him go to Italy, or wherever else he wants to go?"

"Yes; I have agreed to furnish him with moderate supplies for a year or

so; he asks no more. I shall let him be tried by the test of freedom."

"That is very kind of you," said Dorothea, looking up at Mr. Casaubon

with delight. "It is noble. After all, people may really have in them

some vocation which is not quite plain to themselves, may they not?

They may seem idle and weak because they are growing. We should be

very patient with each other, I think."

"I suppose it is being engaged to be married that has made you think

patience good," said Celia, as soon as she and Dorothea were alone

together, taking off their wrappings.

"You mean that I am very impatient, Celia."

"Yes; when people don't do and say just what you like." Celia had

become less afraid of "saying things" to Dorothea since this

engagement: cleverness seemed to her more pitiable than ever.