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"But deeds and language such as men do use,

And persons such as comedy would choose,

When she would show an image of the times,

And sport with human follies, not with crimes."

--BEN JONSON.

Lydgate, in fact, was already conscious of being fascinated by a woman

strikingly different from Miss Brooke: he did not in the least suppose

that he had lost his balance and fallen in love, but he had said of

that particular woman, "She is grace itself; she is perfectly lovely

and accomplished. That is what a woman ought to be: she ought to

produce the effect of exquisite music." Plain women he regarded as he

did the other severe facts of life, to be faced with philosophy and

investigated by science. But Rosamond Vincy seemed to have the true

melodic charm; and when a man has seen the woman whom he would have

chosen if he had intended to marry speedily, his remaining a bachelor

will usually depend on her resolution rather than on his. Lydgate

believed that he should not marry for several years: not marry until he

had trodden out a good clear path for himself away from the broad road

which was quite ready made. He had seen Miss Vincy above his horizon

almost as long as it had taken Mr. Casaubon to become engaged and

married: but this learned gentleman was possessed of a fortune; he had

assembled his voluminous notes, and had made that sort of reputation

which precedes performance,--often the larger part of a man's fame. He

took a wife, as we have seen, to adorn the remaining quadrant of his

course, and be a little moon that would cause hardly a calculable

perturbation. But Lydgate was young, poor, ambitious. He had his

half-century before him instead of behind him, and he had come to

Middlemarch bent on doing many things that were not directly fitted to

make his fortune or even secure him a good income. To a man under such

circumstances, taking a wife is something more than a question of

adornment, however highly he may rate this; and Lydgate was disposed to

give it the first place among wifely functions. To his taste, guided

by a single conversation, here was the point on which Miss Brooke would

be found wanting, notwithstanding her undeniable beauty. She did not

look at things from the proper feminine angle. The society of such

women was about as relaxing as going from your work to teach the second

form, instead of reclining in a paradise with sweet laughs for

bird-notes, and blue eyes for a heaven.

Certainly nothing at present could seem much less important to Lydgate

than the turn of Miss Brooke's mind, or to Miss Brooke than the

qualities of the woman who had attracted this young surgeon. But any

one watching keenly the stealthy convergence of human lots, sees a slow

preparation of effects from one life on another, which tells like a

calculated irony on the indifference or the frozen stare with which we

look at our unintroduced neighbor. Destiny stands by sarcastic with

our dramatis personae folded in her hand.