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Rosamond blushed a little, but said, meditatively, "I rather like a

haughty manner. I cannot endure a rattling young man."

"I did not tell you that Mr. Lydgate was haughty; but il y en a pour

tous les gouts, as little Mamselle used to say, and if any girl can

choose the particular sort of conceit she would like, I should think it

is you, Rosy."

"Haughtiness is not conceit; I call Fred conceited."

"I wish no one said any worse of him. He should be more careful. Mrs.

Waule has been telling uncle that Fred is very unsteady." Mary spoke

from a girlish impulse which got the better of her judgment. There was

a vague uneasiness associated with the word "unsteady" which she hoped

Rosamond might say something to dissipate. But she purposely abstained

from mentioning Mrs. Waule's more special insinuation.

"Oh, Fred is horrid!" said Rosamond. She would not have allowed

herself so unsuitable a word to any one but Mary.

"What do you mean by horrid?"

"He is so idle, and makes papa so angry, and says he will not take

orders."

"I think Fred is quite right."

"How can you say he is quite right, Mary? I thought you had more sense

of religion."

"He is not fit to be a clergyman."

"But he ought to be fit."--"Well, then, he is not what he ought to be.

I know some other people who are in the same case."

"But no one approves of them. I should not like to marry a clergyman;

but there must be clergymen."

"It does not follow that Fred must be one."

"But when papa has been at the expense of educating him for it! And

only suppose, if he should have no fortune left him?"

"I can suppose that very well," said Mary, dryly.

"Then I wonder you can defend Fred," said Rosamond, inclined to push

this point.

"I don't defend him," said Mary, laughing; "I would defend any parish

from having him for a clergyman."

"But of course if he were a clergyman, he must be different."

"Yes, he would be a great hypocrite; and he is not that yet."

"It is of no use saying anything to you, Mary. You always take Fred's

part."

"Why should I not take his part?" said Mary, lighting up. "He would

take mine. He is the only person who takes the least trouble to oblige

me."

"You make me feel very uncomfortable, Mary," said Rosamond, with her

gravest mildness; "I would not tell mamma for the world."

"What would you not tell her?" said Mary, angrily.

"Pray do not go into a rage, Mary," said Rosamond, mildly as ever.