Wives and Daughters: An Every-Day Story - Page 308/572

Roger was talking earnestly to Mrs. Gibson in the bow of the window

when Molly entered; Cynthia was standing near, listening, but taking

no part in the conversation. Her eyes were downcast, and she did not

look up as Molly drew shyly near.

Roger was saying,--"I could never forgive myself if I had accepted a

pledge from her. She shall be free until my return; but the hope, the

words, her sweet goodness, have made me happy beyond description. Oh,

Molly!" suddenly becoming aware of her presence, and turning to her,

and taking her hand in both of his,--"I think you have long guessed

my secret, have you not? I once thought of speaking to you before I

left, and confiding it all to you. But the temptation has been too

great,--I have told Cynthia how fondly I love her, as far as words

can tell; and she says--" then he looked at Cynthia with passionate

delight, and seemed to forget in that gaze that he had left his

sentence to Molly half finished.

Cynthia did not seem inclined to repeat her saying, whatever it was,

but her mother spoke for her.

"My dear sweet girl values your love as it ought to be valued, I am

sure. And I believe," looking at Cynthia and Roger with intelligent

archness, "I could tell tales as to the cause of her indisposition in

the spring."

"Mother," said Cynthia suddenly, "you know it was no such thing. Pray

don't invent stories about me. I have engaged myself to Mr. Roger

Hamley, and that is enough."

"Enough! more than enough!" said Roger. "I will not accept your

pledge. I am bound, but you are free. I like to feel bound, it makes

me happy and at peace, but with all the chances involved in the next

two years, you must not shackle yourself by promises."

Cynthia did not speak at once; she was evidently revolving something

in her own mind. Mrs. Gibson took up the word.

"You are very generous, I am sure. Perhaps it will be better not to

mention it."

"I would much rather have it kept a secret," said Cynthia,

interrupting.

"Certainly, my dear love. That was just what I was going to say.

I once knew a young lady who heard of the death of a young man in

America, whom she had known pretty well; and she immediately said she

had been engaged to him, and even went so far as to put on weeds; and

it was a false report, for he came back well and merry, and declared

to everybody he had never so much as thought about her. So it was

very awkward for her. These things had much better be kept secret

until the proper time has come for divulging them."