Wives and Daughters: An Every-Day Story - Page 464/572

The message returned was, "The Squire's kind love, and could not see

Mr. Gibson just then." Robinson added, "It was a long time before

he'd answer at all, sir."

"Go up again, and tell him I can wait his convenience. Now that's a

lie," Mr. Gibson said, turning round to Molly as soon as Robinson had

left the room. "I ought to be far enough away at twelve; but, if I'm

not much mistaken, the innate habits of a gentleman will make him

uneasy at the idea of keeping me waiting his pleasure, and will do

more to bring him out of that room into this than any entreaties or

reasoning." Mr. Gibson was growing impatient though, before they

heard the Squire's footstep on the stairs; he was evidently coming

slowly and unwillingly. He came in almost like one blind, groping

along, and taking hold of chair or table for support or guidance till

he reached Mr. Gibson. He did not speak when he held the doctor by

the hand; he only hung down his head, and kept on a feeble shaking of

welcome.

"I'm brought very low, sir. I suppose it's God's doing; but it comes

hard upon me. He was my firstborn child." He said this almost as if

speaking to a stranger, and informing him of facts of which he was

ignorant.

"Here's Molly," said Mr. Gibson, choking a little himself, and

pushing her forwards.

"I beg your pardon; I did not see you at first. My mind is a good

deal occupied just now." He sate heavily down, and then seemed almost

to forget they were there. Molly wondered what was to come next.

Suddenly her father spoke,--

"Where's Roger?" said he. "Is he not likely to be soon at the Cape?"

He got up and looked at the directions of one or two unopened letters

brought by that morning's post; among them was one in Cynthia's

handwriting. Both Molly and he saw it at the same time. How long it

was since yesterday! But the Squire took no notice of their

proceedings or their looks.

"You will be glad to have Roger at home as soon as may be, I think,

sir. Some months must elapse first; but I'm sure he will return as

speedily as possible."

The Squire said something in a very low voice. Both father and

daughter strained their ears to hear what it was. They both believed

it to be, "Roger isn't Osborne!" And Mr. Gibson spoke on that belief.

He spoke more quietly than Molly had ever heard him do before.

"No! we know that. I wish that anything that Roger could do, or that

I could do, or that any one could do, would comfort you; but it is

past human comfort."