Wives and Daughters: An Every-Day Story - Page 503/572

"Do you really like him enough to marry him?" asked Molly earnestly.

"Do think, Cynthia. It won't do to go on throwing your lovers off;

you give pain that I'm sure you do not mean to do,--that you cannot

understand."

"Perhaps I can't. I'm not offended. I never set up for what I am

not, and I know I'm not constant. I've told Mr. Henderson so--" She

stopped, blushing and smiling at the recollection.

"You have! and what did he say?"

"That he liked me just as I was; so you see he's fairly warned. Only

he's a little afraid, I suppose,--for he wants me to be married very

soon, almost directly, in fact. But I don't know if I shall give

way,--you hardly saw him, Molly,--but he's coming again to-night, and

mind, I'll never forgive you if you don't think him very charming.

I believe I cared for him when he offered all those months ago, but

I tried to think I didn't; only sometimes I really was so unhappy,

I thought I must put an iron band round my heart to keep it from

breaking, like the Faithful John of the German story,--do you

remember, Molly?--how when his master came to his crown and his

fortune and his lady-love, after innumerable trials and disgraces,

and was driving away from the church where he'd been married in a

coach and six, with Faithful John behind, the happy couple heard

three great cracks in succession, and on inquiring, they were the

iron-bands round his heart, that Faithful John had worn all during

the time of his master's tribulation, to keep it from breaking."

In the evening Mr. Henderson came. Molly had been very curious to see

him; and when she saw him she was not sure whether she liked him or

not. He was handsome, without being conceited; gentlemanly, without

being foolishly fine. He talked easily, and never said a silly thing.

He was perfectly well-appointed, yet never seemed to have given a

thought to his dress. He was good-tempered and kind; not without some

of the cheerful flippancy of repartee which belonged to his age and

profession, and which his age and profession are apt to take for

wit. But he wanted something in Molly's eyes--at any rate, in this

first interview, and in her heart of hearts she thought him rather

commonplace. But of course she said nothing of this to Cynthia, who

was evidently as happy as she could be. Mrs. Gibson, too, was in

the seventh heaven of ecstasy, and spoke but little; but what she

did say, expressed the highest sentiments in the finest language.

Mr. Gibson was not with them for long, but while he was there he

was evidently studying the unconscious Mr. Henderson with his dark

penetrating eyes. Mr. Henderson behaved exactly as he ought to have

done to everybody: respectful to Mr. Gibson, deferential to Mrs.

Gibson, friendly to Molly, devoted to Cynthia.