The Heart of Rachael - Page 31/76

England received her wandering son coolly, but Rachael never knew

it. Her radiant dream--or was it an awakening?--went on. Her

mother, a neat, faded, querulous little woman, whose one great

service was in sparing her husband any of the jars of life, was

keyed to frantic anxiety lest Jerry be unappreciated, now that he

had come back. Clara met the few men to whom her husband

introduced her in London with feverish eagerness; afraid--after

fifteen years--to say one word that might suggest her own concern

in Jerry's future, quivering to cross-examine him, when they were

alone, as to what had been said, and implied, and suggested.

Nothing definite followed. They lived for a month or two at a

delightful roomy boarding-house in London, where the modest meals

Clara ordered appeared as if by magic, and where Miss Fairfax

never sullied her pretty hands with dishwashing. Then they went to

visit "Aunt Elsie" in a suburban villa for several weeks, a visit

Rachael never thought of afterward without a memory of stuffy,

neat, warm rooms, and a gushing of canaries' voices. Then they

went down to Sussex, in the delicious fullness of spring, to live

with several other persons in a dark country house, where "Cousin

Harold" died, and there was much odorous crepe and a funeral.

Cousin Harold evidently left something to Gerald. Rachael knew

money was not an immediate problem. Hot weather came, and they

went to the seaside with an efficient relative called Ethel, and

Ethel's five children. Later, back in London, Gerald said, in his

daughter's hearing, that he had made "rather a good thing of that

little game of Bobbie's. Enough to tide us over--what? Especially

if the Dickies ask us down for a bit," he had added. The Dickies

did ask them down for a bit. They went other places. Gerald made a

little money on the races, made "a good thing" of this, and

"turned a bit over on that." Weeks made months and months years,

and still they drifted cheerfully about, Gerald happier than he

had ever been in exile, Clara fearful, admiring, ill at ease,

Rachael in a girl's paradise.

She grew beautiful, with a fine and distinguished beauty definite

in its appeal; before she was seven-teen she had her little

reputation for it; she moved easily into a circle higher than even

her father had ever known. She was witty, young, lovely, and in

this happier atmosphere her natural gayety and generosity might

well develop. She went about continually, and every year the

circle of her friends was widened by more distinguished names.

At seventeen Mrs. Gouveneur Pomeroy of New York brought the young

beauty back with her own daughter, Persis, for a winter in the

great American city, and when Persis died Rachael indeed became

almost as dear to the stricken parents. When she went back to

London they gave her not only gifts but money, and for two years

she returned to them for long visits. So America had a chance to

admire the ravishing Miss Fairfax, too, and Rachael had many

conquests and one or two serious affairs. The girls had their

first dances at the Belvedere Club; Rachael met them all, who were

later to be her neighbors: the Morans and Parmalees, the

Vanderwalls and the Torrences, and the Chases. She met Clarence

Breckenridge and his wife, and the exquisitely dressed little girl

who was Billy to-day.