The Heart of Rachael - Page 70/76

Warren went to the hospital and performed his operation. It was a long,

hard strain for all concerned, and the nurses told each other afterward

that you could see Doctor Gregory's heart was in it, he looked as bad

as the child's father and mother did. It was after one o'clock when the

surgeons got out of their white gowns, and Warren was in the cold,

watery sunlight of the street before he realized that he had had

nothing to eat since his dinner in Albany last night.

He looked about vaguely; there were plenty of places all about where he

could get a meal. He saw Magsie--

Magsie often drove about in hansom-cabs--they were one of her delights;

and more than once of late she had come to meet Warren at some

hospital, or even to pick him up at the club. But this was the first

time that she had done so without prearrangement.

She leaned out of the cab, a picture of youth and beauty, and waved a

white glove. How did she know he was in here? she echoed his question.

He had written her from Albany that he would operate at Doctor Berry's

hospital this morning she reminded him. And where was he going now?

"I'm awfully worried this morning, honey-girl," said Warren, "and I

can't stop to play with nice little Magsies in new blue dresses! My

head is blazing, and I believe I'll go home--"

"When did you get in, and where did you have breakfast?" she asked with

pretty concern. "Greg, you've not had any? Oh, I believe he hasn't had

any! And it's after one, and you've been operating! Get STRAIGHT in--"

"No, dear!" he smiled as she moved to one side of the seat, and packed

her thin skirts neatly under her, "not to-day! I'll--"

"Warren Gregory!" said Magsie sternly, "you get right straight in here,

and come and have your breakfast! Now, what's nearest? The Biltmore!"

She poked the upper door with her slim umbrella. "To the Biltmore!"

commanded Magsie.

At a quiet table Warren had coffee and eggs and toast, and more coffee,

and finally his cigar. The color came back into his face, and he looked

less tired.

Magsie was a rather simple little soul under her casing of Parisian

veneer, and was often innocently surprised at the potency of her own

charm. That men, big men and wise men, were inclined to take her artful

artlessness at its surface value was a continual revelation to her.

Like Rachael, she had gone to bed the night before in a profoundly

thoughtful frame of mind, a little apprehensive as to Warren's view of

her call, and uneasy as to the state in which she had left his wife.

But, unlike Rachael, Magsie had not been wakeful long. The

consideration of other people's attitudes never troubled her for more

than a few consecutive minutes. She had been genuinely stirred by her

talk that afternoon, and was honestly determined to become Mrs. Warren

Gregory; but these feelings did not prevent her from looking back, with

thrilled complacence, to the scene in Rachael's sitting-room, and from

remembering that it was a dramatic and heroic thing for a slender,

pretty girl in white to go to a man's wife and plead for her love. "No

harm done, anyway!" Magsie had reflected drowsily, drifting off to

sleep; and she had awakened conscious of no emotion stronger than a

mild trepidation at the possibility of Warren's wrath.

Dainty and sweet, she came to meet him halfway, and now sat

congratulating herself that he was soothed, fed, and placidly smoking

before their conversation reached deep channels.

"Greg, dear, I've got a horrible confession to make!" began Magsie when

this propitious moment arrived.

"You mean your call on Rachael?" he asked quickly, the shadow coming

back to his eyes. "Why did you do it?"

Magsie was conscious of being frightened.

"Was she surprised, Greg?"

"I don't know that she was surprised. Of course she was angry."

"Well," Magsie said, widening her childish eyes, "didn't you EXPECT her

to be angry?"

"I didn't expect her to take any attitude whatever," Warren said with a

look half puzzled and half reproving.

"Greg!" Magsie was quite honestly astonished. "What did you expect her

to do? Give you a divorce without any feeling whatever?"

There was no misunderstanding her. For a full minute Warren stared at

her in silence. In that minute he remembered some of his recent talks

with Magsie, some of his notes and presents, he remembered the plan

that involved a desert island, sea-bathing, moonlight, and solitude.

"I think, if you had been listening to us," Magsie went on, as he did

not answer, "you could not have objected to one word I said! And

Rachael was lovely, Greg. She told me she would not contest it--"

"She told you THAT?"

"Well, she said several times that it must be as you decide." Magsie

dimpled demurely. "And I was--nice, too!" she asserted youthfully. "I

didn't tell her about this--and this!" and with one movement of her

pretty hand Magsie indicated the big emerald on her ring finger and the

heavy bracelet of mesh gold about her wrist. Suddenly her face

brightened, and with an eager movement she leaned across the narrow

table, and caught his hand in both her own. "Ah, Greg," she said

tenderly, "does it seem true, that after all these months of talking,

and hoping, you and I are going to belong to each other?"

"But I have no idea that Rachael is seriously considering a divorce,"

Warren said slowly. "Why should she? She has no cause!"

"She thinks she has!" Magsie said triumphantly.

"She isn't the sort of woman to think things without reason," Warren

said.

"She doesn't have to think," Magsie assured him with the same air of

satisfaction; "she knows! Everyone knows how much you and I have been

together: everyone knows that you backed 'The Bad Little Lady'--"

"Everyone has no right to draw conclusions from that!" Warren said.

Magsie shrugged her shoulders.

"And what do we care, Greg? I don't care what the world thinks as long

as I have you! Let them have the letters, let them buzz--we'll be miles

away, and we won't care! And in a year or two, Greg, we'll come back,

and they'll all flock about us--you'll see! That's the advantage of a

name like the Gregory name! Why, who among them all dropped Clarence on

Paula's account, or Rachael on Clarence's?"

"Your going to see her has certainly--complicated things," Warren said

reflectively.

"On the contrary," Magsie said confidently, "it has cleared things up.

It had to come, Greg; every time you and I talked about it we brought

the inevitable nearer! Why, you weren't ever at home. Could that have

gone on forever? You had no home, no wife, no freedom. I was simply

getting sick of the whole thing! Now at least we're all open and

aboveboard; all we've got to do is quietly set the wheels in motion!"

"Well, I'll tell you what must be the first step, Magsie," Warren said

after thought; "I'm going home now to see Rachael. I'll talk the whole

thing over with her. Then I'll come to see you."

"Positively?" asked Magsie.

"Positively."

"You won't just telephone that you're delayed, Greg, and leave me to

wonder and worry?" the girl asked wistfully. "I'll wait until any

hour!" He looked at her kindly, with a gentleness of aspect new in

their relationship.

"No, dear. It's nearly three now. I'll come take you to tea at, say,

half-past four. I am operating again to-night, at nine, and SOME TIME

I've got to get in a bath and some sleep. But there'll be time for tea."

Magsie chattered gayly, but Warren was almost silent as they gathered

together their belongings, and went out to the street. He called her

another cab and beckoned to the man who was waiting with his own car.

"In a few months, perhaps," said Magsie at parting, "when he's all

tired and cross, I'll make him coffee AT HOME, and see that he gets his

rest and quiet whenever he needs it!"

She did not like his answer.

"Rachael's a wonder at that sort of thing," he said. Magsie had not

heard him speak so of his wife for months. "In fact, she spoils me," he

added.

"Spoils you by leaving you alone in this hot town for six months out of

every year?" Magsie laughed lightly. "Good-bye, dear! At half-past

four?"

But even while he nodded Warren Gregory was resolving, in his soul,

that he must never see Magsie Clay again. His world was strange and

alarming; was falling to pieces about him. He was thirsting for

Rachael: her voice, her reproaches, her forgiveness. In seven minutes

he would be at home talking to his wife--

Dennison reported, with an impassive face, that Mrs. Gregory had left

two hours ago with the children. He believed that they were gone to the

Long Island house, sir. Warren, stupefied, went slowly upstairs to have

the news confirmed by Pauline. Mrs. Gregory had taken Mary and Millie,

sir. And there was a note.

Of course there was a note. To emotion like Rachael's emotion silence

was the only unthinkable thing. She had planned a dozen notes, written

perhaps five. The one she left was brief:

MY DEAR WARREN: I am leaving with the children for Clark's Hills. You

will know best what steps to take in the matter of the freedom you

desire. I will cooperate in any way. I have written Magsie that I will

not contest your divorce. If for any reason you come to Clark's Hills,

I will of course be obliged to see you. I ask you not to come. Please

spare me another such talk as ours this morning. I have plenty of money.

Always faithfully, R. G.

Warren read it, and stood in the middle of her bedroom with the sheet

crushed in his hand. Pauline had put the empty room in order--in

terrible and desolate order. Usually there were flowers in the jars and

glass bowls, a doll's chair by the bed, and a woolly animal seated in

the chair; a dainty litter of lace scattered on Rachael's sewing-table.

Usually she was there when he came in tired, to look up beautiful and

concerned: "Something to eat, dear, or are you going to lie down?"

Standing here with the note that ended it all in his hand, he wondered

if he was the same man who had so often met that inquiry with an

impatient: "Just please don't bother me, dear!" Who had met the

succeeding question with, "I don't know whether I shall dine here or

not!"

It was half-past three. In an hour he would see Magsie.

In that hour Magsie had received Rachael's note, and her heart sang.

For the first time, in what she would have described as this "funny,

mixed-up business," she began seriously to contemplate her elevation to

the dignity of Warren Gregory's wife. Rachael's note was capable of

only one interpretation: she would no longer stand in their way. She

was taking the boys to the country, and had given Warren the definite

assurance of her agreement to his divorce. If necessary, on condition

that her claim to the children was granted, she would establish her

residence in some Western city, and proceed with the legal steps from

there.

Magsie was frightened, excited, and thrilled all at once. She felt as

if she had set some enormous machinery in motion, and was not quite

sure of how it might be controlled. But on the whole, complacency

underlay all other emotions. She was going to be married to the richest

and nicest and most important man of her acquaintance!

At heart, however, her manner belied her; Magsie had little

self-confidence. She lived in a French girl's terror that youth would

leave her before she had time to make a good match. If nobody knew

better than Magsie that she was pretty, also nobody knew better that

she was not clever. Men tired of her dimples and giggles and round

eyes. Bryan Masters admired her, to be sure, but then Bryan Masters was

also a divorced man, and an actor whose popularity was already on the

wane. Richie Gardiner admired her in his pathetic, hopeless way, and

Richie was young and rich. But Magsie shuddered away from Richie's

coughing and fainting; his tonics and his diet had no place in her

robust and joyous scheme of life. Besides, all Magsie's world would

envy her capture of Greg; he belonged to New York. And Richie's father

had been a miner, and his mother was "impossible!"

Magsie dressed exquisitely for the tea; it seemed to her that she had

never been so pleasantly excited in her life. She felt a part of the

humming, crowded city, the spring wind and the uncertain sky. Life was

thrilling and surprising.

Half-past four o'clock came, and Warren came. They were in Magsie's

little apartment now, and she could go into his arms. Warren was rather

quiet as they went out to tea, but Magsie did not notice it.

As a matter of fact, the man was bewildered; he was tired and worried

about his work; but that was the least of it. He could not believe that

the day's dazing and flying memories were real--the Albany train,

Rachael's room, the hospital, Magsie and the Biltmore breakfast-room,

Rachael's room again, and now again Magsie.

Were the lawsuits about which one read in the papers based on no more

than this? Apparently not. Magsie seemed perfectly confident of the

outcome; Rachael had not shown any doubt. One woman had practically

presented him to the other; the law was to be consulted.

The law? How would those letters of Magsie's read if the law got hold

of them? His memory flew from note to note. These hastily scratched

words would be flung to the wind of gossip, that wind that blew so

merrily among the houses where he was known. He had called Magsie his

"wonder-child" and his "good little bad girl!" He had given her rings

and sashes and a gold purse and a hat and white fox furs--any one gift

he had made her was innocent enough in itself! But taken with all the

others--

Magsie was in high feather; some tiresome preliminaries, and the day

was won! She had not planned so definite a campaign, but it was all

coming about in a fashion that more than fulfilled her plans. So, said

Magsie to herself, stirring her tea, that was to be her fate: Paris,

America, the stage, and then a rich marriage? Well, so be it. She could

not complain.

"Greg," she said a dozen times, "isn't it all like a dream?"

To Warren Gregory, as he walked down the street after leaving her at

the theatre, it was indeed like a dream, a frightful dream. He could

hardly credit his senses, hardly believe that all these horrible things

were true, that Rachael knew all about Magsie, and that Magsie was

quietly thinking of divorce and marriage! Rachael, in such a rage,

rushing away with the boys--why, he had made no secret of his

admiration for Magsie from Rachael, he had often talked to her

enthusiastically of Magsie! And here she was furiously offering him his

freedom.

Well, what had he done after all? What a preposterous fuss about

nothing. His thoughts were checked and chilled by the memory of letters

that Magsie had. Magsie could prove nothing by those letters--

But what a fool they would make him! Warren Gregory remembered the case

of a dignified college professor whose private correspondence had

recently been given to the press, and he felt a cool shudder run down

his spine. Rachael, reading those letters! It was unthinkable! She and

the world would think him a fool! It came to him suddenly that she and

the world would be right. He was a fool, and it was a fool's paradise

in which he had been wandering: to take his wife and home and sons for

granted, and to spend all his leisure at the feet of a calculating

little girl like Magsie!

"What did you expect her to do?" Magsie had asked. What would any sane

man expect her to do? Smile with him at the new favorite's charms, and

take up her life in loneliness and neglect?

And now, Rachael was gone, and he stood promised to Magsie. So much was

clear. Rachael would fight for her divorce. Magsie would fight for her

husband.

"Oh, my God, how did we ever get into this sickening, sickening mess?"

Warren said out loud in his misery.

He had not dined, he did not think of dinner as he paced the windy,

cool city streets hour after hour. Nine struck, and he hailed a cab,

and went to the hospital, moving through his work like a man in a

dream. The woman whose life he chanced to save throughout all her days

would say she had had a lovely doctor. Warren hardly saw her. He

thought only of Magsie, Magsie who had in her possession a number of

compromising letters, every one sillier than the last--Magsie, who

expected him to divorce his wife and marry her. He was in such a state

of terror that he could not think. Every instant brought more disquiet

to his thoughts; he felt as if, when he stepped out into the street

again, the newsboys might be calling his divorce, as if honor and

safety and happiness were gone forever.

He did not see Magsie again that night, but walked and walked, entering

his house sick and haggard, and sleeping the hours restlessly away.

At nine o'clock the next morning he went to the telephone, and called

the Valentine house. Doctor Valentine was not at home, he was informed.

Was Mrs. Valentine there? Would she speak to Doctor Gregory?

A long pause. Then the maid's pleasant impersonal voice again. Mrs.

Valentine begged Doctor Gregory to excuse her.

Warren felt as if he had been struck in the face. Under the eyes of

irreproachable and voiceless servants he moved about his silent house.

The hush of death seemed to him to lie heavy in the lovely rooms that

had been Rachael's delight, and over the city that was just breaking

into the green of spring. He dressed, and left directions with unusual

sternness; he would be at the hospital, or the club, if he was wanted.

He would come home to dinner at seven.

"Mrs. Gregory may be back in a day or so, Pauline," he said. "I wish

you'd keep her rooms in order--flowers, and all that."

"Yes, sir," Pauline said respectfully. "Excuse me, Doctor--" she added.

"Well?" said Warren as she paused.

"Excuse me, Doctor, but I telephoned Mrs. Prince yesterday, as Mrs.

Gregory suggested," Pauline went on timidly, "and she would be glad to

have me come at any time, sir."

Warren's expression did not change.

"You mean that Mrs. Gregory dismissed you?" he suggested.

"Yes, sir!" said Pauline with a sniff. "She paid me for--"

"Then I should make an arrangement with Mrs. Prince, by all means!"

Warren said evenly. But a deathlike terror convulsed his heart. Rachael

had burned her bridges!

He sent Magsie a note and flowers. He was "troubled by unexpected

developments," he said, and too busy to see her to-day, but he would

see her to-morrow.