Absent-mindedly she shook her head against the thoughts that were running rampantly through her mind. She couldn't allow those thoughts to settle inside of her; otherwise she would choke on the guilt and suffocate from pity for her son. She couldn't allow those thoughts to make her feel sorry for her Jayden. He was already pitiful enough. She wouldn't allow being fatherless to be his weakness but rather his strength. The only thing she could do as a woman was pledge to raise her son to be the man that she would want to marry if ever she was looking for a hard working, good man who had the credentials of being father material. She would have to raise Jayden to be a good BMW for the other woman.