"Ammy," I use her childhood nickname to lighten up the mood "it's not like I'm dying. I'm just moving to another country," well that doesn't sound as good as I thought it would "how bout this if you don't come down to visit me I come and get you myself". I was thinking of doing that anyways. If Sammy doesn't come to me than I'll come to her. "Pinky promise?" she brings her pink above her head without lifting her head off me. "Pinky promise" I seal the promise "besides we can talk on the phone, text, video chat, hell we can even write letters it's not going to be like last time I swear". She nods her head as she snuggles into my chest. "Do you want me to sing to you?" I brush her hair back as I rock her.
"Um I've never said anything before but you kind of suck at singing" she laughs. I already knew I suck at singing that's why I only sing when I'm alone or with her but I act like this is news to me. "What? There is no way" I gasp. "Oh there is a way" she says amused. I rock her and just for the hell of it I start to sing "Rock a bye baby on the treetop,". She press her head into my chest as she covers her ear with her hand "Please stop" she giggles.
I don't sound so bad I'm just a little rusty all I need is to warm up. "When the wind blows the cradle will rock" I sang from the top of my lungs. If there where any cats or dogs around I'm pretty sure they would be crying by now. Sam hops of my lap "Will you look at that I'm feeling much better I guess you can stop now" she smiles and this time I know it's a sincere smile.
"I still got it" I smile as I brush my shoulders off. She waves her hand in the air as she walks away "Yeah yeah". Well at least she is in a better mood. "ROCK A BYE BABY!" I sing from the top of my lungs as I run after her.
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I'm feeling kind of down after talking to Sam. She really made me second think the whole situation even tho she didn't mean too. Even tho I want to believe with all my heart that I'll see them again deep down I really don't know if I will. There is only one person who can calm me down right now.
"Muffin?" he answer on the second ring. My heart does a flip in my chest just by hearing his voice.