I didn't even realize that I was hugging her until I felt her arms go around me. I haven't had physical contact with another person in a while. I feel like I been outside in the freezing cold and finally got to come inside to a fireplace where I feel all warm and cozy. I can feel my tears starting back up behind my eyeballs. I give her a small pat on her back and clear my throat of any emotion "Okay let's see what's going on with Carry" I break contact with her before tears start rolling down my face. From the corner of my eye I see Sammy smiling from ear to ear causing me to half smile. She has no idea how much I love her.