Gabe is alive! My beautiful handsome man came looking for me. I'm so happy that my heart might explode and confetti is going to go every where. I have no idea what came over my body but once I felt his warmth I needed to feel him inside of me. My body came alive as his warmth and scent surrounded me. Once he was inside of me it was like I was whole again. He erased all the pain I've been in just with his touch. We was so caught up in each other that we didn't even use a condom but it's okay because I'm on the pill. I've been on the pill since I came back. I like having control over my period. Now that I had him raw there is no way I am going back to condoms. Everything felt so intense and raw. I'm getting wet all over again just thinking of him. Even tho I want to climb on him again I won't. Not until we talk about everything.
"Come on Jane tell me who it is?" Sam ask for the one million time. Apparently she caught me eye fucking Gabe at the bar. "I don't know what you're talking about" I take a sip of my coffee trying to hide my smile. "Oh come one Jane I saw you yesterday eye fucking one of those two guys at the bar now tell me which one was it?" she pouts. I smile thinking about Gabe and how hot he looked yesterday with his just fucked hair. "Oh my god! Is that a smile? Now you have to tell me" she shouts with excitement. You would think it was Christmas morning. Thank god we are outside in the patio eating breakfast or else every one in the house would of herd her. "It was just some one I met" I shove a fruit in my mouth hoping she'll just drop the conversation. "Which one? The hot blond one or the sexy dark hair one?" she ask all excited. "I'm not saying" I shrug my shoulders, it's not that I don't trust her I just don't trust Raul. I'm not stupid I know she'll tell him and knowing that asshole he'll go back and tell Mark and beside I want to have Gabe all to myself. "Fine don't tell me but you know I can help" she says getting my attention.
"Oh really? How?" I ask. I know she is bluffing how can she possible help me? "I can cover for you when ever you want to see whom ever" she answers with a little smirk on her face. She does have a point why didn't I think of it before? I could use her to get out of the house that is a brilliant idea. "Fine but you have to promise me you won't say nothing to no one" I give in. She smiles as she brings her pinky out in front of her "Pinky promise,". I wrap my pinky around hers trying my best not to smile "Promise". Her face lights up "I can't believe you let me touch you". Now that I think about it I really haven't let her touch me. I've been pushing her and every one else away but that stops now. "Yeah sorry about the no touching rule," I spread my arms open for her "Come to mamma". With out thinking she jumps out of her seat and into my arms "I missed you" she says into my shoulder. I've never dwell on how much I really missed Sam. I run my hand up and down her back "I know me too". I squeeze her a little bit tighter to show her how much I missed her. I'm so glad I have her in my life. "So what's the plan?".