Die and be born in a different body I think to myself. "My dear boy you can't win her over she needs to come around by herself" she says. Nina and I both know that that's not going to happen. "I guess I don't stand a chance to win her heart" he has the nerves to sound upset. I lift my head up and glare at him ready to rip his throat out with this pen but for a quick second I actually feel bad for him. At one point in my life I did consider him as a friend and I did care for him. "Mark," I wait for him to look at me to continue "Not you nor anyone else have a chance to win my heart over. My heart, soul, and body already belong to some one else the sooner you understand that the better it will be. Move on find some one better". That's the best I can do for Mark, the one who used to be my friend. I stand to leave but he wraps his hand around my arm keeping me in place. I turn around ready to stab him in the eye with my pen for touching me "I'm sorry for everything" he quickly adds. I look into his eyes and for the first time since he has apologize I actually believe him
"I know but I still need time" I look at his hand around my wrist waiting for him to release me. He lets go of my arm and I walk away never looking back at him. I don't know if I can ever forgive him for shooting Gabe but I've already forgave him for everything else. I grab my phone and send Gabe a quick text letting him know how much I love him. I need to hear from him to know that everything is over. That I will never have to go a day without hearing his voice or a day without him texting me. Finding out Nina's love story has my heart aching for Gabe. I'm lucky to have him again in my life. I hate being away from him I think it's time for me to get my shit together and make a decision. My phone vibrates and I jump for it.
He Who Should Not Be Name: love you too naughty girl
I break into a smile as I read the message. If he thought that was naughty than he is going to think I'm filthy with what I am about to do.