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"Jane, you look blooming, and smiling, and pretty," said he: "truly

pretty this morning. Is this my pale, little elf? Is this my

mustard-seed? This little sunny-faced girl with the dimpled cheek

and rosy lips; the satin-smooth hazel hair, and the radiant hazel

eyes?" (I had green eyes, reader; but you must excuse the mistake:

for him they were new-dyed, I suppose.) "It is Jane Eyre, sir."

"Soon to be Jane Rochester," he added: "in four weeks, Janet; not a

day more. Do you hear that?"

I did, and I could not quite comprehend it: it made me giddy. The

feeling, the announcement sent through me, was something stronger

than was consistent with joy--something that smote and stunned. It

was, I think almost fear.

"You blushed, and now you are white, Jane: what is that for?"

"Because you gave me a new name--Jane Rochester; and it seems so

strange."

"Yes, Mrs. Rochester," said he; "young Mrs. Rochester--Fairfax

Rochester's girl-bride."

"It can never be, sir; it does not sound likely. Human beings never

enjoy complete happiness in this world. I was not born for a

different destiny to the rest of my species: to imagine such a lot

befalling me is a fairy tale--a day-dream."

"Which I can and will realise. I shall begin to-day. This morning

I wrote to my banker in London to send me certain jewels he has in

his keeping,--heirlooms for the ladies of Thornfield. In a day or

two I hope to pour them into your lap: for every privilege, every

attention shall be yours that I would accord a peer's daughter, if

about to marry her."

"Oh, sir!--never rain jewels! I don't like to hear them spoken of.

Jewels for Jane Eyre sounds unnatural and strange: I would rather

not have them."

"I will myself put the diamond chain round your neck, and the

circlet on your forehead,--which it will become: for nature, at

least, has stamped her patent of nobility on this brow, Jane; and I

will clasp the bracelets on these fine wrists, and load these fairy-

like fingers with rings."

"No, no, sir! think of other subjects, and speak of other things,

and in another strain. Don't address me as if I were a beauty; I am

your plain, Quakerish governess."

"You are a beauty in my eyes, and a beauty just after the desire of

my heart,--delicate and aerial."

"Puny and insignificant, you mean. You are dreaming, sir,--or you

are sneering. For God's sake don't be ironical!"