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"Then Mr. Rochester was at home when the fire broke out?"

"Yes, indeed was he; and he went up to the attics when all was

burning above and below, and got the servants out of their beds and

helped them down himself, and went back to get his mad wife out of

her cell. And then they called out to him that she was on the roof,

where she was standing, waving her arms, above the battlements, and

shouting out till they could hear her a mile off: I saw her and

heard her with my own eyes. She was a big woman, and had long black

hair: we could see it streaming against the flames as she stood. I

witnessed, and several more witnessed, Mr. Rochester ascend through

the sky-light on to the roof; we heard him call 'Bertha!' We saw

him approach her; and then, ma'am, she yelled and gave a spring, and

the next minute she lay smashed on the pavement."

"Dead?"

"Dead! Ay, dead as the stones on which her brains and blood were

scattered."

"Good God!"

"You may well say so, ma'am: it was frightful!"

He shuddered.

"And afterwards?" I urged.

"Well, ma'am, afterwards the house was burnt to the ground: there

are only some bits of walls standing now."

"Were any other lives lost?"

"No--perhaps it would have been better if there had."

"What do you mean?"

"Poor Mr. Edward!" he ejaculated, "I little thought ever to have

seen it! Some say it was a just judgment on him for keeping his

first marriage secret, and wanting to take another wife while he had

one living: but I pity him, for my part."

"You said he was alive?" I exclaimed.

"Yes, yes: he is alive; but many think he had better he dead."

"Why? How?" My blood was again running cold. "Where is he?" I

demanded. "Is he in England?"

"Ay--ay--he's in England; he can't get out of England, I fancy--he's

a fixture now."

What agony was this! And the man seemed resolved to protract it.

"He is stone-blind," he said at last. "Yes, he is stone-blind, is

Mr. Edward."

I had dreaded worse. I had dreaded he was mad. I summoned strength

to ask what had caused this calamity.

"It was all his own courage, and a body may say, his kindness, in a

way, ma'am: he wouldn't leave the house till every one else was out

before him. As he came down the great staircase at last, after Mrs.

Rochester had flung herself from the battlements, there was a great

crash--all fell. He was taken out from under the ruins, alive, but

sadly hurt: a beam had fallen in such a way as to protect him

partly; but one eye was knocked out, and one hand so crushed that

Mr. Carter, the surgeon, had to amputate it directly. The other eye

inflamed: he lost the sight of that also. He is now helpless,

indeed--blind and a cripple."