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This testimonial I accordingly received in about a month, forwarded

a copy of it to Mrs. Fairfax, and got that lady's reply, stating

that she was satisfied, and fixing that day fortnight as the period

for my assuming the post of governess in her house.

I now busied myself in preparations: the fortnight passed rapidly.

I had not a very large wardrobe, though it was adequate to my wants;

and the last day sufficed to pack my trunk,--the same I had brought

with me eight years ago from Gateshead.

The box was corded, the card nailed on. In half-an-hour the carrier

was to call for it to take it to Lowton, whether I myself was to

repair at an early hour the next morning to meet the coach. I had

brushed my black stuff travelling-dress, prepared my bonnet, gloves,

and muff; sought in all my drawers to see that no article was left

behind; and now having nothing more to do, I sat down and tried to

rest. I could not; though I had been on foot all day, I could not

now repose an instant; I was too much excited. A phase of my life

was closing to-night, a new one opening to-morrow: impossible to

slumber in the interval; I must watch feverishly while the change

was being accomplished.

"Miss," said a servant who met me in the lobby, where I was

wandering like a troubled spirit, "a person below wishes to see

you."

"The carrier, no doubt," I thought, and ran downstairs without

inquiry. I was passing the back-parlour or teachers' sitting-room,

the door of which was half open, to go to the kitchen, when some one

ran out "It's her, I am sure!--I could have told her anywhere!" cried the

individual who stopped my progress and took my hand.

I looked: I saw a woman attired like a well-dressed servant,

matronly, yet still young; very good-looking, with black hair and

eyes, and lively complexion.

"Well, who is it?" she asked, in a voice and with a smile I half

recognised; "you've not quite forgotten me, I think, Miss Jane?"

In another second I was embracing and kissing her rapturously:

"Bessie! Bessie! Bessie!" that was all I said; whereat she half

laughed, half cried, and we both went into the parlour. By the fire

stood a little fellow of three years old, in plaid frock and

trousers.

"That is my little boy," said Bessie directly.

"Then you are married, Bessie?"

"Yes; nearly five years since to Robert Leaven, the coachman; and

I've a little girl besides Bobby there, that I've christened Jane."