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So began an anxious day, not only for the girl from Texas but for all

London as well. Her father was bursting with new diplomatic secrets

recently extracted from his bootblack adviser. Later, in Washington, he

was destined to be a marked man because of his grasp of the situation

abroad. No one suspected the bootblack, the power behind the throne;

but the gentleman from Texas was destined to think of that able diplomat

many times, and to wish that he still had him at his feet to advise him.

"War by midnight, sure!" he proclaimed on the morning of this fateful

Tuesday. "I tell you, Marian, we're lucky to have our tickets on the

Saronia. Five thousand dollars wouldn't buy them from me to-day! I'll be

a happy man when we go aboard that liner day after to-morrow."

Day after to-morrow! The girl wondered. At any rate, she would have that

last letter then--the letter that was to contain whatever defense

her young friend could offer to explain his dastardly act. She waited

eagerly for that final epistle.

The day dragged on, bringing at its close England's entrance into the

war; and the Carlton bootblack was a prophet not without honor in a

certain Texas heart. And on the following morning there arrived a letter

which was torn open by eager trembling fingers. The letter spoke: DEAR LADY JUDGE: This is by far the hardest to write of all the letters

you have had from me. For twenty-four hours I have been planning it.

Last night I walked on the Embankment while the hansoms jogged by and

the lights of the tramcars danced on Westminster Bridge just as the

fireflies used to in the garden back of our house in Kansas. While I

walked I planned. To-day, shut up in my rooms, I was also planning. And

yet now, when I sit down to write, I am still confused; still at a loss

where to begin and what to say, once I have begun.

At the close of my last letter I confessed to you that it was I who

murdered Captain Fraser-Freer. That is the truth. Soften the blow as I

may, it all comes down to that. The bitter truth!

Not a week ago--last Thursday night at seven--I climbed our dark stairs

and plunged a knife into the heart of that defenseless gentleman. If

only I could point out to you that he had offended me in some way; if I

could prove to you that his death was necessary to me, as it really

was to Inspector Bray--then there might be some hope of your ultimate

pardon. But, alas! he had been most kind to me--kinder than I have

allowed you to guess from my letters. There was no actual need to do

away with him. Where shall I look for a defense?