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Celia inclined her head; she could not speak; the blood surged to her

face, then left it white; her eyes closed, she felt as if she were going

to faint; the revulsion from terror to relief had been almost too great

for her.

The old gentleman saw the effect his words had upon her; he looked at

her curiously, his eyes piercing in their keenness.

"Tut! tut! What is the matter? Are you ill?" he asked, compassionately.

"No," Celia managed to enunciate. "I am tired. It is very hot--I was

resting when--when you came, I am not very well."

"Oh, I am sorry, very sorry that I should have disturbed you," he said.

"Pray forgive me. Is there anything I can do? Are you alone--I mean, is

there anyone to take care of you?"

Celia was touched by the kindly, paternal note in his voice; the

tears--they were those of joy and relief--rose to her eyes.

"No, I am alone," she said. "But I am all right; it was only a momentary

faintness. I will deliver your message."

He bowed, murmured his thanks and, with another glance of pity and

concern for her loneliness and weakness, he turned away--this time for

good.

Celia leant against the table, her hands closed tightly. "It is all

right," rang in her ears, thrilled in her heart.

"Oh, thank God, thank God!"

But the cry of thanksgiving changed to one of dismay.

The words evidently meant that the young man's innocence had been proved

or the charge had been withdrawn; but, whichever it meant, the message

had come too late. Oh, what had she done! She had saved his life, but

she had made him a fugitive, had condemned him to the cruellest of

fates, that of a doomed man flying from justice. Instinctively,

mechanically, she flew for her hat and jacket; then she realized, with

bitterness, the hopelessness of any such quest as that which, for an

instant, she had thought of undertaking. If she had known his name,

anything about him, the search would have been difficult; with her

complete ignorance it was an impossible one. She flung aside her outdoor

things with a gesture of despair.