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"In this curious little world of ours," he resumed, "we enjoy our lives

on infernally hard terms. We live on condition that we die. The man I

want to cure may die, in spite of the best I can do for him---he may

sink slowly, by what we medical men call a hard death. For example, it

wouldn't much surprise me if I found some difficulty in keeping him in

his bed. He might roam all over your cottage when my back was turned.

Or he might pay the debt of Nature--as somebody calls it--with

screaming and swearing. If you were within hearing of him, I'm afraid

you might be terrified, and, with the best wish to be useful, I

couldn't guarantee (if the worst happened) to keep him quiet. In your

place, if you will allow me to advise you--"

Iris interrupted him. Instead of confessing the truth, he was

impudently attempting to frighten her. "I don't allow a person in whom

I have no confidence to advise me," she said; "I wish to hear no more."

Mr. Vimpany found it desirable to resume the forms of politeness.

Either he had failed to shake her resolution, or she was sufficiently

in possession of herself to conceal what she felt.

"One last word!" he said. "I won't presume to advise your ladyship; I

will merely offer a suggestion. My lord tells me that Hugh Mountjoy is

on the way to recovery. You are in communication with him by letter, as

I happened to notice when I did you that trifling service of providing

a postage-stamp. Why not go to London and cheer your convalescent

friend? Harry won't mind it--I beg your pardon, I ought to have said

Lord Harry. Come! come! my dear lady; I am a rough fellow, but I mean

well. Take a holiday, and come back to us when my lord writes to say

that he can have the pleasure of receiving you again." He waited for a

moment. "Am I not to be favoured with an answer?" he asked.

"My husband shall answer you."

With those parting words, Iris turned her back on him.

She entered the cottage. Now in one room, and now in another, she

searched for Lord Harry; he was nowhere to be found. Had he purposely

gone out to avoid her? Her own remembrance of Vimpany's language and

Vimpany's manner told her that so it must be--the two men were in

league together. Of all dangers, unknown danger is the most terrible to

contemplate. Lady Harry's last resources of resolution failed her. She

dropped helplessly into a chair.