Way Down East - A Romance of New England Life - Page 75/80

"Announced by all the trumpets of the sky,

Arrives the snow, and, driving o'er the fields,

Seems nowhere to alight: the whited air

Hides hills and woods, the river and the heaven."--Emerson.

All through that long, wild night David searched and shouted, to find

only snow and silence.

Through the darkness and the falling flakes he could not see more than

a foot ahead, and when he would stumble over a stone or the fallen

trunk of a tree, he would stoop down and search through the drifts with

his bare hands, thinking perhaps that she might have fallen, and not

finding her, he would again take up his fruitless search, while cold

fear gnawed at his heart.

At home in the warm farm house, sat the Squire who had done his duty.

The consciousness of having done it, however, did not fill him with

that cheerful glow of righteousness that is the reward of a good

conscience--on the contrary, he felt small. It might have been

imagination, but he felt, somehow, as if his wife and Kate were

shunning him. Once he had tried to take his wife's hand as she stood

with her face pressed to the window trying to see if she could make out

the dim outline of David returning with Anna, but she withdrew her hand

impatiently as she had never done in the thirty years of their married

life. Amasy's hardness was a thing no longer to be condoned.

Furthermore, when the clock had struck eleven and then twelve, and yet

no sign of David or Anna, the Squire had reached for his fur cap and

announced his intention of "going to look for 'em." But like the

proverbial worm, the wife of his bosom had turned, and with all the

determination of a white rabbit she announced: "If I was you, Amasy, I'd stay to hum; seems as if you had made almost

enough trouble for one day." With the old habit of authority, strong

as ever, he looked at the worm, but there was a light in its eyes that

warned him as a danger signal.

They were alone together, the Squire and his wife, and each was alone

in sorrow, the yoke of severity she had bowed beneath for thirty years

uncomplainingly galled to-night. It had sent her boy out into the

storm--perhaps to his death. There was little love in her heart for

Amasy.

He tried to think that he had only done his duty, that David and Anna

would come back, and that, in the meantime, Louisa was less a comfort

to him, in his trouble, than she had ever been before. It was, of

course, his trouble; it never occurred to him that Louisa's heart might

have been breaking on its own account.