The Branding Iron - Page 49/142

It was a January night when Joan, her rough head almost in the ashes,

had read "Isabella and the Pot of Basil" by the light of flames. It

was in March, a gray, still afternoon, when, looking through Prosper's

bookcase, she came upon the tale again.

Prosper was outdoors cutting a tunnel, freshly blocked with snow, and

Joan, having finished the "Life of Cellini," a writer she loathed, but

whose gorgeous fabrications her master had forced her to read, now

hurried to the book-shelves in search of something more to her taste.

She had the gay air of a holiday-seeker, returned "Cellini" with a

smart push, and kneeling, ran her finger along the volumes, pausing on

a binding of bright blue-and-gold. It was the color that had pleased

her and the fat, square shape, also the look of fair and well-spaced

type. She took the book and squatted on the rug happy as a child with

a new toy of his own choosing.

And then she opened her volume in its middle and her eye looked upon

familiar lines-"So the two brothers and their murdered man--" Joan's heart fell like a

leaden weight and the color dropped from her face. In an instant she was

back in Pierre's room and the white night circled her in great silence

and she was going over the story of her love and Pierre's--their love,

their beautiful, grave, simple love that had so filled her life. And now

where was she? In the house of the man who had killed her husband! She

had been waiting for Holliwell, but for a long while now she had

forgotten that. Why was she still here? A strange, guilty terror came

with the question. She looked down at the soft, yellow crêpe of the

dress she had just made and she looked at her hands lying white and fine

and useless, and she felt for the high comb Prosper had put into her

hair. Then she stared around the gorgeous little room, snug from the

world, so secret in its winter cañon. She heard Wen Ho's incessant

pattering in the kitchen, the crunch and thud of Prosper's shoveling

outside. It was suddenly a horrible nightmare, or less a nightmare than

a dream, pleasant in the dreaming, but hideous to an awakened mind. She

was awake. Isabella's story had thrown her mind, so abruptly dislocated,

back to a time before the change, back to her old normal condition of a

young wife. That little homestead of Pierre's! Such a hunger opened in

her soul that she bent her head and moaned. She could think of nothing

now but those two familiar, bare, clean rooms--Pierre's gun, Pierre's

rod, her own coat there by the door, the snowshoes. There was no place

in her mind for the later tragedy. She had gone back of it. She would

rather be alone in her own home, desolate though it was, than anywhere

else in all the homeless world.