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"Do you mean that he should kill himself, Zikali?"

"No, no; I mean that his own idhlozi, his Spirit, should be left to kill

him, which it will do in time. You see, Macumazahn, Saduko is now living

with a ghost, which he calls the ghost of Umbelazi, whom he betrayed."

"Is that your way of saying he is mad, Zikali?"

"Oh, yes, he lives with a ghost, or the ghost lives in him, or he is

mad--call it which you will. The mad have a way of living with ghosts,

and ghosts have a way of sharing their food with the mad. Now you

understand everything, do you not?"

"Of course," I answered; "it is as plain as the sun."

"Oh! did I not say you were clever, Macumazahn, you who know where

madness ends and ghosts begin, and why they are just the same thing?

Well, the sun is no longer plain. Look, it has sunk; and you would be on

your road who wish to be far from Nodwengu before morning. You will pass

the plain of Endondakusuka, will you not, and cross the Tugela by the

drift? Have a look round, Macumazahn, and see if you can recognise any

old friends. Umbezi, the knave and traitor, for instance; or some of the

princes. If so, I should like to send them a message. What! You cannot

wait? Well, then, here is a little present for you, some of my own work.

Open it when it is light again, Macumazahn; it may serve to remind you

of the strange little tale of Mameena with the Heart of Fire. I wonder

where she is now? Sometimes, sometimes--" And he rolled his great eyes

about him and sniffed at the air like a hound. "Farewell till we meet

again. Farewell, Macumazahn. Oh! if you had only run away with Mameena,

how different things might have been to-day!"

I jumped up and fled from that terrible old dwarf, whom I verily

believe-- No; where is the good of my saying what I believe? I fled from

him, leaving him seated on the stone in the shadows, and as I fled, out

of the darkness behind me there arose the sound of his loud and eerie

laughter.

Next morning I opened the packet which he had given me, after wondering

once or twice whether I should not thrust it down an ant-bear hole as it

was. But this, somehow, I could not find the heart to do, though now I

wish I had. Inside, cut from the black core of the umzimbiti wood, with

just a little of the white sap left on it to mark the eyes, teeth and

nails, was a likeness of Mameena. Of course, it was rudely executed, but

it was--or rather is, for I have it still--a wonderfully good portrait

of her, for whether Zikali was or was not a wizard, he was certainly

a good artist. There she stands, her body a little bent, her arms

outstretched, her head held forward with the lips parted, just as though

she were about to embrace somebody, and in one of her hands, cut also

from the white sap of the umzimbiti, she grasps a human heart--Saduko's,

I presume, or perhaps Umbelazi's.