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He wanted her; he wanted her now; he wanted to marry her whether or

not he had the legal right; he wanted to go away for a month with her,

and then return and work for her, for them both--build up a fortune

and a good reputation with Stein's backing and Stein's theatre--stand

well with honest men, stand well with himself, stand always, with

her, for everything a man should be.

If she loved him she would forgive him and quietly remarry him as soon

as Minna kicked him loose. He was confident he could make her happy,

make her love him if once he could find courage to speak--if once he

could win her. And suddenly the only possible way to go about it

occurred to him.

His voice was a trifle husky and unsteady from the nervous tension

when he at last broke the silence: "Miss Rue," he said, "I have a word to say to your father and mother.

Would you wait here until I come back?"

"I think I had better go in, too----"

"Please don't."

"Why?" She stopped short, instinctively, but not surmising.

"You will wait, then?" he asked.

"I was going in.... But I'll sit here a little while."

He rose and went in, rather blindly.

* * * * *

Ruhannah, dreaming there deep in her splint armchair, slim feet

crossed, watched the fireflies sailing over the alders. Sometimes she

thought of Brandes, pleasantly, sometimes of other matters. Once the

memory of her drive home through the wintry moonlight with young

Neeland occurred to her, and the reminiscence was vaguely agreeable.

Listless, a trifle sleepy, dreamily watching the fireflies, the

ceaseless noise of the creek in her ears, inconsequential thoughts

flitted through her brain--the vague, aimless, guiltless thoughts of a

young and unstained mind.

She was nearly asleep when Brandes came back, and she looked up at

him where he stood beside her porch chair in the darkness.

"Miss Rue," he said, "I have told your father and mother that I am in

love with you and want to make you my wife."

The girl lay there speechless, astounded.