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Emily, as she observed him in silence, saw, that his countenance was

darker and sterner than usual. 'O could I know,' said she to herself,

'what passes in that mind; could I know the thoughts, that are known

there, I should no longer be condemned to this torturing suspense!'

Their breakfast passed in silence, till Emily ventured to request, that

another apartment might be allotted to her, and related the circumstance

which made her wish it.

'I have no time to attend to these idle whims,' said Montoni, 'that

chamber was prepared for you, and you must rest contented with it. It

is not probable, that any person would take the trouble of going to that

remote stair-case, for the purpose of fastening a door. If it was not

fastened, when you entered the chamber, the wind, perhaps, shook the

door and made the bolts slide. But I know not why I should undertake to

account for so trifling an occurrence.'

This explanation was by no means satisfactory to Emily, who had

observed, that the bolts were rusted, and consequently could not be thus

easily moved; but she forbore to say so, and repeated her request.

'If you will not release yourself from the slavery of these fears,' said

Montoni, sternly, 'at least forbear to torment others by the mention

of them. Conquer such whims, and endeavour to strengthen your mind. No

existence is more contemptible than that, which is embittered by fear.'

As he said this, his eye glanced upon Madame Montoni, who coloured

highly, but was still silent. Emily, wounded and disappointed, thought

her fears were, in this instance, too reasonable to deserve ridicule;

but, perceiving, that, however they might oppress her, she must endure

them, she tried to withdraw her attention from the subject.

Carlo soon after entered with some fruit:

'Your excellenza is tired after your long ramble,' said he, as he set

the fruit upon the table; 'but you have more to see after breakfast.

There is a place in the vaulted passage leading to--' Montoni frowned upon him, and waved his hand for him to leave the

room. Carlo stopped, looked down, and then added, as he advanced to the

breakfast-table, and took up the basket of fruit, 'I made bold, your

excellenza, to bring some cherries, here, for my honoured lady and

my young mistress. Will your ladyship taste them, madam?' said Carlo,

presenting the basket, 'they are very fine ones, though I gathered them

myself, and from an old tree, that catches all the south sun; they are

as big as plums, your ladyship.'