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'Ah, ma'amselle!' said she, 'you, who are so young,--have you reason for

sorrow?' Emily tried to smile, but was unable to speak

'Alas! dear young lady, when you come to my age, you will not weep at

trifles; and surely you have nothing serious, to grieve you.' 'No, Dorothee, nothing of any consequence,' replied Emily. Dorothee, now

stooping to pick up something, that had dropped from among the papers,

suddenly exclaimed, 'Holy Mary! what is it I see?' and then, trembling,

sat down in a chair, that stood by the table.

'What is it you do see?' said Emily, alarmed by her manner, and looking

round the room. 'It is herself,' said Dorothee, 'her very self! just as she looked a

little before she died!' Emily, still more alarmed, began now to fear, that Dorothee was seized

with sudden phrensy, but entreated her to explain herself.

'That picture!' said she, 'where did you find it, lady? it is my blessed

mistress herself!' She laid on the table the miniature, which Emily had long ago found

among the papers her father had enjoined her to destroy, and over

which she had once seen him shed such tender and affecting tears; and,

recollecting all the various circumstances of his conduct, that had long

perplexed her, her emotions increased to an excess, which deprived her

of all power to ask the questions she trembled to have answered, and she

could only enquire, whether Dorothee was certain the picture resembled

the late marchioness

'O, ma'amselle!' said she, 'how came it to strike me so, the instant I

saw it, if it was not my lady's likeness? Ah!' added she, taking up the

miniature, 'these are her own blue eyes--looking so sweet and so mild;

and there is her very look, such as I have often seen it, when she had

sat thinking for a long while, and then, the tears would often steal

down her cheeks--but she never would complain! It was that look so meek,

as it were, and resigned, that used to break my heart and make me love

her so!' 'Dorothee!' said Emily solemnly, 'I am interested in the cause of that

grief, more so, perhaps, than you may imagine; and I entreat, that you

will no longer refuse to indulge my curiosity;--it is not a common one.'

As Emily said this, she remembered the papers, with which the picture

had been found, and had scarcely a doubt, that they had concerned the

Marchioness de Villeroi; but with this supposition came a scruple,

whether she ought to enquire further on a subject, which might prove to

be the same, that her father had so carefully endeavoured to conceal.