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I had gone a little past here, running just as softly as I

could, when I turned right into the woods, and ran back. Then I lay

right down in the underbrush and kept still. I heard him run past. Then

I heard him come back. He came into the woods. I expected every minute

he would step on me, but I kept still. Finally I heard him go away, but

I have not dared to stir since! I made up my mind I would keep still

until I heard a team pass. It did seem to me one must pass, and one

would have at any other time, but it has been hours I have been lying

there. Then I heard your whistle. I was almost afraid to speak then.

Don't speak above a whisper now. Did you come on foot?"

"I had the gray mare, and she balked about half a mile from here. You

are sure you are not hurt?"

"No, only I am trying hard not to faint. Let us walk on very fast, but

step softly, and don't talk."

James put his arm around the girl and half carried her. She continued

to draw short, panting breaths, which she tried to subdue. They reached

the place where the gray mare loomed faintly out of the gloom with the

dark mass of the buggy behind her.

"Let us get in," whispered Clemency. "Quick!"

"I am afraid she won't budge."

"Yes, she will for me. She has a tender mouth, that is why she balks.

You must have pulled too hard on the lines. Sometimes I have made her go

when even Uncle Tom couldn't."

Clemency ran around to the gray's head and patted her, and James untied

her. Then the girl got into the buggy and took the reins, and James

followed. He was almost jostled out, the mare started with such impetus.

They made the distance home almost on a run.

"Oh, I am so glad," panted Clemency. "You see I can seem to feel her

mouth when I hold the lines, and she knows. Was poor mother worried?"

"A little."

"I know she was almost crazy."

"She will be all right when she sees you safe," said James.

"Is Uncle Tom home yet? No, of course I know he isn't, or he would have

come instead of you. Oh, dear, I know he will scold me. I shall have to

tell him, but I mustn't tell mother about the man. What shall I tell

her? It is dreadful to have to lie, but sometimes one would rather run

the risk of fire and brimstone for one's self than have anybody else

hurt. If I tell mother she will have one of her dreadful nervous

attacks. I can't tell her. What shall I tell her, Doctor Elliot?"

"I think the simplest thing will be to say that Miss Lipton persuaded

you to stay to supper, and so you were late, and I overtook you," said

James.

"Mother will never believe that I stayed so long as that," said

Clemency. "I shall have to lie more than that. I don't know exactly what

to say. I could have Charlie Horton come in to play whist, and be taking

me home in his buggy. He always drives, and you could meet me on the

road."

"Yes, you could do that."

"It is a very complicated lie," said Clemency, "but I don't know that a

complicated lie is any worse than a simple one. I think I shall have to

lie the complicated one. You need not say anything, you know. You can

take the mare to the stable, and I will run in and get the lie all told

before you come. You won't lie, will you?"

James could not help laughing. "No, I don't see any need of it," he

replied.

"It is rather awful for you to have to live with people who have to lie

so," remarked Clemency, "but I don't see how it can be helped. If you

had seen my mother in one of her nervous attacks once, you would never

want to see her again. There is only one thing, I do feel very weak

still, and I am afraid I shall look pale. Hold the lines a minute. Don't

pull on them at all. Let them lie on your knees."

"What are you doing?" asked James when he had complied.

"Doing? I am pinching my cheeks almost black and blue, so mother won't

notice. I don't talk scared now, do I?"

"Not very."

"Well, I think I can manage that. I think I can manage my voice. I am

all over being faint. Oh, I will tell you what I will do. You haven't

got your medicine-case with you, have you?"

"No, I started so hurriedly."

"Well, I will go in the office way. I know where Uncle Tom keeps

brandy, and I will be so chilled that I'll have to take a little before

mother sees me. That will make me all right. I wouldn't take it for

myself, but I will for her."

"And you are chilled, all right," said James.

"Yes, I think I am," said Clemency. "I did not think of it, but I guess

it was cold there in the woods keeping still so long." Indeed, the girl

was shaking from head to foot, both with cold and nervous terror. "It

was awful," she said in a little whisper.

James felt the girl shaking from head to foot. Suddenly a great

tenderness for the poor, little hunted thing came over him. He put his

arm around her. "Poor little soul," he said. "It must have been terrible

for you lying out there in the cold and dark and not knowing--"

Clemency shrank into his embrace as a hurt child might have done. "It

was perfectly terrible," she said, with a little sob. "I didn't know but

he might come back any minute and find me."

"It is all over now," James said soothingly.

"Yes, for the time," Clemency replied with a little note of despair in

her voice, "but there is something about it all that I don't understand.

Only think how long I have had to stay in the house, and he must have

been on the watch. I don't know when it is ever going to end."

"I think that I will end it to-morrow," said James with fierce

resolution.

"You? How?"

"I am going to put a stop to this. If an innocent girl can't step out of

the house for weeks at a time without being hounded this way, it is high

time something was done. I am going to get a posse of men and scour the

country for the scoundrel."

"Oh, will you do that?"

"Yes, I will. It is high time somebody did something."

"You saw him. You know just how he looks?"

"I could tell him from a thousand."

Clemency drew a long breath. "Well," she said doubtfully, "if you can,

but--"

"But what?"

"Nothing, only somehow I doubt if Uncle Tom will think it advisable.

There must be some mystery about all this or Uncle Tom himself would

have done that very thing at first. I don't understand it. But I don't

believe Uncle Tom will consent to your hunting for the man. I think for

some reason he wants it kept secret." Suddenly, Clemency gave a

passionate little outcry. "Oh, how I do hate secrets!" she said. "How I

have always hated them! I want everything right out, and here I seem to

be in a perfect snarl of secrets! I wonder how long I shall have to stay

in the house."

"Perhaps you are wrong, and your uncle will take measures now this has

happened for the second time," said James.

"No, he won't," replied the girl hopelessly. "I am almost sure that he

will not."

Clemency was right. After she had made her entry and told her little lie

successfully, and explained that she had taken some brandy because she

was chilled, and Mrs. Ewing had gently scolded her for staying so late,

and kissed and embraced her, and gotten back her own composure, Doctor

Gordon arrived, and James, who had waited for him in the study, told him

the story in whispers. "Now I think you had better let me get a posse of

men and scour the country to-morrow," he concluded. "It seems to me

that this thing has gone far enough."

Doctor Gordon sat huddled up before him in an arm-chair. He had not even

taken off his overcoat, which was white with snow. The storm had begun.

"It will be easy to track him on account of the snow," added James.

"Tracking is not necessary," replied Gordon, with his haggard face fixed

upon James. "I know exactly where the man is, and have known from the

first."

"Then--" began James.

"You don't know what you are talking about," Gordon said gloomily. "I

would have that fiend arrested to-morrow. I would have him hung from the

nearest tree if I had my way, but I can do absolutely nothing."

"Nothing?"

"No, I can do nothing, except what I have been doing, so far in vain, it

seems, to try to tire him out. I traded too much on his impatience, it

seemed. I did not think he would have held out so long."

"You mean you will have to keep that poor little thing shut up the way

you have been doing?"

"I see no other way. God knows I have tried to think of another, day and

night."

"I don't see why you or I could not take her out sometimes when we

visit patients anyway," said James in a bewildered fashion.

"You don't understand," replied Doctor Gordon irritably. "The main point

is: the girl must not be even seen by that man. That is the trouble.

Driving, she might be perfectly safe; in fact, in one way she is safe

anyhow. She is not in any danger of bodily harm, as you may think, but I

don't want her seen."

"Why not let me take her out sometimes of an evening then?" said James,

more and more mystified. "If she wore a veil, and went out driving in

the evening, I can't see how anybody could get a glimpse of her."

"You don't understand that we have to deal with a very devil incarnate,"

said Doctor Gordon wearily. "He will be on the watch for just that very

manoeuvre. However, perhaps we may be able to manage that; I will see."

"She will be ill if she remains in the house so closely," said James,

"especially a girl like her, who has been accustomed to lead such an

outdoor life. In fact, I don't think she does look very well now. It is

telling on her."

"Yes, I think it is," agreed Doctor Gordon gloomily, "but again, I say,

I see no other way out of it. However, perhaps you or I can take her out

sometimes of an evening. I suppose it had better be you, on some

accounts. I will see. Well, I will take off my coat and get something to

eat. I suppose Clara and Clemency have gone to bed."

"They went hours ago," replied James. It was, in fact, two in the

morning. James followed the doctor, haggard and weary, into the kitchen,

where, according to custom at such times, some dinner had been left to

keep warm on the range. "I'll sit down here," said Doctor Gordon. "It is

warmer than in the dining-room, and I am chilled through. If you don't

mind, Elliot, I wish you would get me a bottle of apple-jack from the

dining-room. I must have something to hearten me up, or I shall go by

the board, and I don't know what will become of her--of them."

James sat and waited while the doctor ate and drank. When he had

finished he looked a little less haggard. He stretched himself before

the warm glow from the range and laughed. "Now I feel my fighting blood

is up again," he said. "After all, if there is anything in the Good

Book, the wicked shall not always triumph, and I may win out. I shall

do my best anyhow. But I confess you took the wind out of me with what

you told me when I came in. I am glad Clara does not know. Poor little

Clemency having to pave her way with lies, but it would kill Clara. Oh,

God, it does seem as if I had enough before. Take my advice, young man,

and try to think more of yourself than anybody else in the world. Don't

let your heart go out to anybody. Just as sure as you do, the door of

the worst torture-chamber in creation swings open. The minute you become

vulnerable through love, you haven't a strong place in your whole

armor."

"What a doctrine!" observed James.

"I know it, but I have taken a fancy to you, boy; and hang it if I want

you to suffer as I have to."

"But a man would not be a man at all if he did not think enough of

somebody to suffer," said James, and now he was thinking of poor little

Clemency, and how she had nestled up to him for protection.

"Maybe," said Doctor Gordon gloomily, "but sometimes I wonder whether it

pays in the long run to be what you call a man. Sometimes I wish that I

were a rock or a tree. I do to-night."

"You will feel better after you have had a little sleep," James said,

as the two men rose.

Suddenly one of Doctor Gordon's inexplicable changes of mood came over

him. He laughed. "If it were not so late we would go down to Georgie

K.'s," said he. "I never felt more awake. Well, I guess it's too late.

You must be dead tired yourself. I have not thanked you at all for your

rescue of the girl. She would have been down with a serious illness if

you had not gone, for she would have lain in that place being snowed

over until somebody came."

"She was mighty clever to do what she did," said James.

"Yes, she is clever," returned Doctor Gordon. "She is a good girl, and

it stings me to the very heart that she has to suffer such persecution.

Well, 'all's well that ends well.' Did it ever occur to you that God

made up to mankind for the horrors of creation, by stating that there

would be an end to it some day? Good God, if this terrible world had to

roll on to all eternity!" Doctor Gordon laughed again his unnatural

laugh. "Fancy if you were awakened to-night by the last trump," he said.

"How small everything would seem. Hang it, though, if I wouldn't try to

have a hand at that man's finish before the angel of the Lord got his

flaming sword at work."

James looked at him with terror.

"Don't mind me, boy," said Gordon. "I don't mean to blaspheme; but Job

is not in it with me just now. You cannot imagine what I had to contend

with before this melodramatic villain appeared on the stage. Sometimes I

think this is the finish," Gordon's mouth contracted. He looked savage.

James continued to stare at him. Gordon laid his hand on James's

shoulder. "Thank the Lord for one thing," he said almost tenderly, "that

he sent you here. Between us we will take care of poor little Clemency

anyhow. Now go to bed, and go to sleep."

James obeyed as to the one, but he could not as to the other. He became,

as the hours wore on, so nervous that he was half-inclined to take a

sleeping powder. The room seemed full of flashes of lightning. He heard

sounds which made him cold with horror. He was highly strung nervously,

and was really in a state bordering upon hysteria. The mystery which

surrounded him was the main cause. He was never himself before an

unknown quantity. He had too much imagination. He made all sorts of

surmises as to the stranger who was haunting Clemency. Starting with two

known quantities, he might have accomplished something, but here he had

only one: Clemency herself. He had a good head for algebra, but a man

cannot work out a problem easily with only one known quantity. He began

to wonder if the poor girl herself were sleeping. He realized a sort of

protective tenderness for her, and indignation on her behalf. It did not

occur to him as being love. Still the image of her wonderful mother

dominated him. But his mind dwelt upon the girl. He thought of a piazza

whose roof opened as he knew upon Clemency's room. He wondered if a man

like that would stick at anything. Then he recalled what Doctor Gordon

had said about Clemency's not being in any bodily danger, and again he

speculated. The room began to grow pale with the late winter dawn.

Familiar objects began to gain clearness of outline. There were two

windows in James's room. They gave upon the piazza. Suddenly James made

a leap from his bed. He sprang to one of the windows. Flattened against

it was the face of the man. But the face was so destitute of

consciousness of him, that James doubted if he saw rightly. The wide

eyes seemed to gaze upon him without seeing him, the mouth smiled as if

at something within. The next moment James was sure that the face was

not there. He drew on his trousers, thrust his feet into his shoes, and

was out of his room and the house, and on the piazza. It was still

snowing, but the dawn was overcoming the storm. The whole world was lit

with dead white pallor like the face of a corpse. James rushed the

length of the piazza. He looked at the walk leading to it. He thought he

could distinguish footprints. He looked on the piazza, but the wind,

being on the other side of the house, there was not enough snow there to

make footprints visible. The snow on the walk was drifted. He looked at

it closely, and made sure of deep marks. He stood for a moment undecided

what to do. He disliked to arouse Doctor Gordon. He was afraid of

awakening Mrs. Ewing, if he ventured into the upper part of the house.

Then he thought of the man Aaron who slept in a room over the stable. He

reëntered the house, locked the front door, went softly into the

doctor's study, and out of the door which was near the stable. Then he

made a hard snowball, and threw it at Aaron's window. The window opened

directly, and Aaron's head appeared. James could see, even in the dim

light, and presumably just awakened from sleep, the rotary motion of his

jaws. He was probably not chewing anything, simply moving his mouth from

force of habit. "Hullo!" said Aaron, "that you Doctor Gordon?"

"No, it is I," replied James. "Put on something as quick as you can, and

come down here. Something is wrong."

Aaron's head disappeared. In an incredibly short space of time the

stable door was unlocked and slid cautiously back, and Aaron stood

there, huddled into his clothes. "What's up?" he asked.

"I don't know. Have you got a lantern in the stable?"

"Yep."

"Light it quick, then, and come along with me."

Aaron obeyed. "Anybody sick," he asked, coming alongside with the

flashing lantern. He threw a cloth over it so as to prevent the rays

shining into the house windows. "I don't want to frighten her," he said,

and James knew that he meant Mrs. Ewing. "She's awful nervous," said

Aaron. Then he said again, "What's up?"

"I saw a man's face looking into one of my windows," replied James.

Aaron gave a low whistle. "Somebody wanted the doc?" he inquired.

"No," replied James shortly, "it was not."

"Must have been."

"No, it was not."

"Must have been," repeated Aaron, chewing.

"I tell you it was not. I knew--" James stopped. He suddenly wondered

how much he ought to tell the man, how much Doctor Gordon had told him.

Aaron chewed imperturbably, but a sly look came into his face. "I have

eyes, and they see, and ears, and they hear," he said, after an odd

Scriptural fashion, "but don't you tell me nothin', Doctor Elliot.

Either I take what I get from the fountain-head, or I makes my own

conclusions that I can't help. Don't you tell me nothin'. S'pose we look

an' see ef there's footprints that show anythin'."

Aaron flashed the lantern, all the time carefully shading it from the

house windows, over the walk which led to the front door and the piazza.

James followed him. "Well," said Aaron, "there's been somebody here,

but, with snow like this, it might have been a monkey or a rhinoceros

or an alligator. You can't make nothin' of them tracks. But they do go

out to the road, and turn toward Stanbridge."

"Suppose we--" began James. He was about to suggest following the

prints, when he remembered Doctor Gordon's injunction to the contrary.

However, Aaron anticipated him. "Might as well leave the devil alone,"

said he. "It might have been the old one himself, for all we can tell by

them tracks. You had better go back to bed, Doctor Elliot. You ain't got

much on. It ain't near breakfast time yet. Better go back to bed."

And James thought such a course the wiser one himself. He went back to

bed, but not to sleep. He kept his eyes fixed upon the windows. He was

prepared at any instant, should the man reappear, to spring out. He felt

almost murderous. "It has come to a pretty pass," he thought, "if that

scoundrel, whoever he may be, is lurking around the house at night."

The daylight came slowly on account of the storm. When it did come, it

was an opaque white daylight. James began to smell coffee and frying

ham. He rose and dressed himself, and looked out of the window. It was

like looking into a blurred mirror. He began to wonder if he could have

been mistaken, if possibly that face had been simply a vision which had

come from his overwrought brain. He wondered if he should tell Doctor

Gordon, if it might not disturb him unnecessarily. He wondered if he

should have enforced secrecy upon Aaron. He was still undecided when the

Japanese gong sounded, and he went out to breakfast. Clemency was

looking worn and ill. Somehow the sight of her piteous little face

decided James. He thought how easily an athletic man could climb up one

of those piazza posts, which was, moreover, encircled by a strong old

vine which might almost serve as ladder. He made up his mind to tell

Doctor Gordon, and he did tell him when they were out upon their rounds,

tilting and sliding along the drifted country roads in an old sleigh. "I

don't think I can be mistaken," he said when he had finished.

Doctor Gordon looked at him intently. "You are sure," he said. "You are

a nervous subject for a man, and you had not slept, and you had this man

very much on your mind, and there must have been some snow on the

window which could produce an illusion. Be very sure, because this is

serious."

James thought again of Clemency's little white face. "Yes," he said, "I

am sure."

"You have no doubt at all?"

"None. The man had his face staring into the room. He did not seem to

see me, but looked past me at the bed."

"He might easily have thought that room, being on the ground floor and

accessible to night-calls, was mine," said Doctor Gordon, as if to

himself.

"I thought how easily he could have climbed up one of the piazza posts

to her room," said James.

The Doctor started. "Yes, that is so," he said. "He might have had two

motives. That is so."

The next call was at a patient's who had a slight attack of grippe.

Doctor Gordon left James there, saying that he would make another call

and be back for him directly. James noticed how he urged the horses out

of the drive at almost a run. He was back soon, and James having made up

his prescription, went out and got into the sleigh. Doctor Gordon looked

at him gloomily. "He is no longer where he has been staying," he said,

and his face settled into a stern melancholy. That evening, although the

storm continued, he suggested a visit to Georgie K.'s; and at supper

time he insisted upon Clemency's occupying another room that night. "The

wind is on your side of the house," he said, "and I am afraid you will

take more cold." Clemency stared and pouted, then said, "All right,

Uncle Tom!"