We went inside.
My aunt tore through me like a hurricane. “You left me behind.”
“Yes, I did.”
“You will not do that again.”
“Yes, I will, if I find it necessary. Bringing you to the Pack would’ve resulted in us being torn to pieces.”
Erra squinted at me. “What happened?”
“For two years a shapeshifter woman took care of Julie and acted as my bodyguard. I trusted her with my life and the life of my adopted child. Tonight he made her try to murder my best friend’s baby. She failed but she injured the Beast Lord’s mate.”
Erra peered at Julie. “You told me this one was dead.”
“I didn’t want you to kill her,” I said.
Erra peered at Julie. “You gave her our blood?”
“It’s a long story.”
“You like horses, child, don’t you?”
Julie looked at me.
“Go ahead and answer,” I told her.
“Yes.”
“And wolves. You have an affinity for wolves and wolflike dogs. They make sense to you.”
“Yes.”
“What color is my niece’s magic?”
“It’s difficult to describe.”
Erra glanced at me. “You have a child of the Koorgahn. And a throwback to a pure-blood, too. Look at that hair.”
Koorgahn? She probably meant kurgan. The only kurgans I knew about were the burial mounds peppering the old Russian steppes, Asia, and southern Siberia. The kurgans served as burial mounds for the ancient race of Scythians, and the earliest ones dated sometime around the ninth century BC . . . They were blond. The ancient Greeks described them as red-haired or fair-haired with blue or gray eyes, and the mummies the archaeologists pulled out of the ancient grave sites matched that phenotype.
“Who are you, child?” Erra asked.
“I’m her Herald,” Julie said.
“At least you have a Herald. You’ve done something right. I need to speak to my niece alone. We’ll talk more later.”
Julie looked at me. I nodded and she went deeper into the house.
“My father has been talking to her,” I said.
“Of course he has. He always wanted one, but they were a proud people. He couldn’t buy a child of royal blood and he couldn’t broker the marriage of one of his offspring to theirs. First, they knew his reputation, and second, they were afraid to lose the Sight. It was believed that a mixing of two powerful bloodlines could produce a child unable to see magic, and they wouldn’t expose one of their own to that risk. When it was clear that magic would vanish from the world, her people killed themselves by the hundreds because they were going magic-blind.”
My aunt, the downer.
“Binding a child of the Koorgahn. A dangerous game you’re playing, squirrel.”
“I was trying to save her. She was dying of loupism.”
“Yes, they are susceptible. Wolves, horses, and birds of prey, those are her things. That’s how they came to battle, riding their horses, guarded by their birds of prey and their wolves. Your great-grandfather fought a bloody war for thirty years just to keep the people of Koorgahn out of our valley as they were sweeping west. How ironic that you would find one in this age and in this place, yet have no idea how to use her.”
“I don’t want to use her. She is my kid.”
Erra sighed. “We’ll talk about this and what happened today later. Now I will go and see if your ‘kid’ knows the extent of her powers.”
“Good luck with that. I can’t even get her to clean her room.”
I turned and went upstairs. I locked the bedroom door and walked into the bathroom. Curran was already in the shower.
I stripped my clothes off and went in there with him.
He stared at my body. I looked like a gang of street thugs with steel-toed boots had worked me over. I stepped under the water and hugged him.
He hugged me back.
• • •
SOMETHING TOUCHED MY ear. I shrugged off sleep long enough to open my eyes and saw Curran holding the phone. For me. Ugh.
“Yes?” I said into the phone.
“What do you need?” Saiman asked.
Well, he didn’t last long. “Let me make you a list . . .”
“Do spare me the smartass comments. What do you need me to do?”
“A way to kill or contain my father. Failing that, I need a record of what he wrote on my skin.”
“Your office in two hours.”
He hung up. I opened my eyes and looked at Curran. “What time is it?”
“Six o’clock.”
“You let me sleep for four hours straight?” I’d stay up all night.
“Sixteen,” he said. “It’s six in the morning. You needed it.”
After the shower I’d crashed. The thing with my aunt had taken a lot out of me, and the thing with Andrea’s baby didn’t help either. Sooner or later, you had to pay the piper. I dimly recalled waking up at some point, because I had dreamed Dali died and Jim wouldn’t let me go to her funeral, but exhaustion had soon dragged me back under.
“Did you have dinner last night?”
“Yes. The kids and I went to George and Eduardo’s,” he said. “Mahon’s bear guards arrived with honey muffins and roasted deer and we all ate ourselves into a coma.”
“That’s nice.” I hugged my pillow. “Will you wake me up in an hour?”