A sick feeling started to take root.
That wasn’t really true. Ronin had never demanded anything from her. She’d just been so crazy about him, so happy that he’d helped free her from some of the moral confines that’d held her back her entire life, that she’d given him every part of herself without question. She’d willingly handed herself over to him physically, emotionally, sexually because she’d trusted him, because she’d believed he was being equally honest with her.
Not so.
Even after his rope proclivities came to light, he’d basically said take me as I am.
She had.
But that wasn’t who he really was.
And that made her question who she was.
• • •
AMERY showed up at the dojo and rode the elevator to the second floor. Not many classes were held this time of day, but she didn’t give a damn if the entire dojo was in attendance. She’d say what she had to.
She found Ronin Lee Black, otherwise known to her now as Rich, Lying Bastard, in the largest training room. He remained at rest in front of the class of black belts. Amery paused out of view and watched two men grappling until one guy plucked up his opponent and slammed him into the mat.
What she wouldn’t give to be able to do that to Ronin right now.
She didn’t know if her heart had ever pounded as hard or her blood had ever pumped as fast and hot and angry as when she stormed in.
Every student turned to see who was dumb enough to interrupt his class.
Amery didn’t wait for him to acknowledge her. “Sensei. A word please. Now.”
Ronin spared her one quick glance. “The ‘no observation’ policy is in effect all day, every day. Return to the main room.”
“I’m not leaving until I talk to you.”
“I am teaching.”
“And that time is sacrosanct?”
When he looked at her, his face betrayed nothing. “My classes take precedence over everything, Ms. Hardwick.” Including you went unsaid.
Putting her in her place and then he all but dismissed her? Screw that. Screw him. He spoke to the wide-eyed students as if she weren’t seething in the doorway.
She interrupted him with, “Would you prefer to discuss the meeting I just had with your sister in front of your students? Because I’m good with that too.”
Without meeting her gaze, Ronin said, “Everyone out. Five minutes. Don’t go far.”
After the students were gone, she said, “I’m thrilled you can spare five whole minutes for me.”
“Which I won’t waste on pointless bickering. Tell me where you were that you just happened to run into my sister.”
“I didn’t just happen to run into her. She sent for me. Okada Foods ringing a bell?”
He glided toward her, his expression devoid of emotion. “Conference room.”
Amery followed him, feeling like a naughty child about to be punished by the headmaster. Seeing the conference room at the end of the hall, she hustled past him to reach it first. She stood at the far side of the table and watched as he closed the door and blocked it with his body. That’s why she’d chosen her spot first. She had an exit behind her.
“Talk.”
“Shiori Hirano is your sister. She’s also vice president of Okada Foods, the multibillion-dollar conglomerate, which also happens to be your family business.”
Ronin said nothing.
Not that she’d expected anything different. She laid it out for him brick by brick. “Weeks ago I received a phone call from Okada’s North American director. She’d gotten my company’s name—gee, I wonder where—and asked if I’d be interested in doing design work on a new healthy frozen food line. I’ll admit it was a big ego boost when I got the call. The client confidentiality nondisclosure meant I couldn’t talk about anything, which is why I didn’t tell you. Still, I’d thought it odd that this ginormous international corporation would contact little old Hardwick Designs. I finished the specs, sent them off, and was told to proceed with my design ideas.
“Imagine my surprise when I learned that Okada Food’s VP was in Denver today and had requested a meeting. With me.”
His jaw tightened.
“There’s a sign of life. Didn’t your darling sister share her business travel plans with you?”
“No.”
“I wasn’t supposed to ever deal with her, was I? You’d gone out of your way to demand that Maggie at Okada hire me sight unseen. Which tipped off the VP—aka your sister—that something wasn’t right. She was curious about my company and my connection to her billionaire heir brother.”
“I’m sure my sister told you that with absolute glee.”
“Actually she seemed shocked you hadn’t shared that tidbit with me.”
Not a spark of guilt showed in his eyes.
“When did you plan to tell me about being a billionaire baby? Ever?”
“That’s not who I am.”
“So that’s your logic for not sharing that you’re an heir to one of the twenty largest corporations in Japan?”
“You knew when you met me that I’m a very private person, Amery.”
“To the world at large, yes. But to me?” She shook her head. “I thought I was different. I thought—rather mistakenly, it appears—that we had something together.”
“You’re using the past tense.”
She ignored his flat statement and looked for a glimmer of anything besides apathy on his face. “I opened up everything to you: my body, my thoughts, my feelings, my fears.” My heart.