Her mind filtered back over the evening and what a wild turn of events her life had taken. It didn't promise to get any less exciting anytime soon either. She had her life back and a heavenly purpose to go with it, if she chose to accept it.
It seemed so strange, even carnally simple, what God was asking of her, but who was she to judge God's motives? That point had been made very clear to her this evening and she was never ever going to make that mistake again.
A tear slipped down her face as the last of her will was surrendered. Softly she said, "Okay God. It's Your show. I'll do whatever You ask of me in concern to this man. I'll pray for him and I'll give myself to him if that's what You want."
Instead of tension over what she had just promised, peace overwhelmed her beyond any comprehension and her head sank into the pillow and all of a sudden she felt very sleepy. Her mind already foggy with tiredness she asked, "He doesn't want a relationship with me. He fights against his desire for me?"
"He won't be able to resist you. He will have to give his fears to Me as they come between us and obstruct the deepness of our relationship."
Maria's eyes opened for a moment, "Elon has fears?" She asked surprised.
"Many."
"Why do You talk with me? I'm so unworthy of it!"
"I choose whomever I will to fulfill My will and I long for deep relationship with those of My own creation."
Maria had a question, but she held it back.
"Speak."
Hesitantly Maria asked, "If I hadn't agreed to do Your will would You have found another?"
"I would have."
Maria swallowed hard, as an intense emotion welled up inside of her at the thought of Elon with another woman. Shocked deeply by the emotion Maria had no choice, but to accept that somehow she'd already welcomed a relationship with Elon before she had even known it.
How was it possible not to like a man who helped clean up your puke and save face the way he had for her. He hadn't had to do any of that for her, but he did. She knew so little about him and yet she knew so much. What would tomorrow bring?