I clutched the pillow to my chest, not sure what to say.
“Don’t lie.” He laughed when I frowned. “You always blush when you lie.”
“I don’t know why people keep saying that. My cheeks are not a human lie detector.” I toyed with a frayed thread, knowing we needed to have that conversation, especially since we were working together. “I’m sorry. Just right now—”
“Katy, it’s okay.” He placed his hand on mine, squeezing reassuringly. “For real. I like you. I do. Obviously. But you have a lot going on, and probably some of that was before I even came here. So it’s okay. Really.”
The first real smile in two days turned up my lips. “Thanks for being so…understanding.”
Blake pushed off the couch, running his hand through his hair. “Well, I have the time to be patient. I’m not going anywhere.”
…
I sat in class, trying to focus on what Carissa and Lesa were talking about. My skin was alternating between hot and cold flashes.
“So, Katy, you’ve been hanging out with surfer boy a lot.” Lesa cocked an eyebrow. “Care to share the details on that?”
I shrank in my seat. “No. We’re just hanging out.”
“Just hanging out,” Lesa repeated slyly, “is like code for having sex.”
Carissa’s mouth dropped open. “No, it’s not!”
“You obviously haven’t dated a lot of guys around here.” Lesa sat back in her chair, pulling on a tight curl. “Actually, pretty much everything with guys around here is code for sex.”
“I’m going to have to go with Carissa on this one. Hanging out does not equal sex the last time I—”
Tingles shot across my neck and my heart rate spiked. I caught a glimpse of Daemon coming through the doorway and I focused on Lesa’s face as though she were my lifeline.
Daemon glided past my seat and took his behind me. I clenched the edges of my notebook, hoping our teacher wouldn’t take his sweet time getting to class.
A pen poked me in the back.
An unbelievably giddy rush swept through me. I turned slowly. I couldn’t pick up anything from his guarded expression.
“I see you’ve been…busy,” he said, lashes lowered.
Sucky part about living next to Daemon was the fact he pretty much saw everything I did. And that meant he knew I was still training with Blake. “Yeah, kind of.”
Daemon’s elbows scooted over the desk as he cupped his chin in his hands. “So what is Bobo doing?”
“It’s Blake,” I said, voice low. “And you know what we’ve been doing. You’re more—”
“Not going to happen.” He then laughed under his breath, but there was no humor to it as he inched a little closer. His irises deepened. “I really wish you’d think about this.”
“And I wish you’d think about this.”
Daemon didn’t respond. He pulled his elbows back toward him, crossing his arms. Our conversation was obviously over. I twisted around, feeling icky.
Morning classes dragged. Lesa was waiting for me outside of bio, stopping me from going in. “Can I ask you a question?” she said, glancing around.
I sighed. “Sure.”
She pulled me against an unoccupied locker. “What’s going on? You kissed Daemon before Halloween, went out with Blake once, and now you went out with him again, but you and Daemon undeniably have something going on.”
I made a face. “Gee, it sounds like I’m a ho-bag or something.”
Lesa made a face. “I’m so not the one who’s going to slut shame. Trust me. I’m just curious. Do you have any idea what you’re doing?”
One of the reasons I liked Lesa? She didn’t beat around the bush. She spoke what she thought, and because of that, I was more open with her than anyone. “I honestly don’t know. I mean, I do. I’m not…dating Blake. And I’m not dating Daemon.”
“You’re not?”
I leaned against the cool steel and sighed. “It’s complicated.”
“Can’t be that complicated,” she said. “Who do you like?”
Closing my eyes, I finally put voice to it. “Daemon.”
“Ah-ha!” She bumped me with her hip. “Wait. How is it complicated? Daemon’s got it for you big time. Everyone can see that, even when you guys are at each other’s throats. And you like him. What’s the deal?”
How could I explain how messed up everything was? “It’s just really complicated. Trust me.”
Lesa frowned. “I’m going to have to take your word for it, because Blake is coming down the hall.” She whipped around so quickly it was like she’d been caught peeping down my shirt.
Bio was uneventful. Blake typically acted like we weren’t mutants or anything while we were in school, and I appreciated him for that. Here, I could be normal, as odd as that was.
I discovered they were serving cold lasagna and salad that smelled funny for lunch. Yum. I slopped some on my plate while craving a strawberry smoothie. Doubtful I’d get that delivered today. Daemon had stopped bringing me treats about the time training had started. I missed it. I missed him.
Dee and Adam were joined at the mouth when I sat down. I glanced at Carissa. She rolled her eyes, but I smiled. My sucky love life aside, I was still on Team Love Rocks. The only thing I honestly couldn’t deal with was my mom and Will making out, which I’d gotten an eyeful of yesterday before she left for work. Ew.