I headed past Matthew, unable to answer his look of concern, and ignored the curious stares. Hurrying from the room, I dragged in several deep breaths to try to calm down. Gray lockers blurred around me. Conversations were muted and sounded so very far away.
Where was I going? What was I going to do? Going to Daemon was out of the question, because right now, on top of everything, it was the last thing we needed.
I started forward, my fingers clenched tightly around my bag’s strap. I felt…I felt like I was going to hurl. Anger and nausea roiled. I headed toward the girls’ restroom at the end of the hall.
“Katy! Are you okay? Wait up?”
The floor dropped out from underneath me, but I kept walking.
Blake caught up with me, catching my arm. “Katy—”
“Don’t touch me!” I wrenched my arm free, horrified…just horrified. “Don’t ever touch me.”
He stared at me, anger tightening the lines of his face. “What is your problem?”
A terrible, ugly feeling clawed its way through my insides. “I know, Blake. I know.”
“Know what?” He looked confounded. “Katy, your eyes are starting to glow. You’ve got to chill out.”
I stepped forward but forced myself to stop. I was so close to losing it. “You—you are a freak.”
His brows shot up. “All right, you’re going to have to give me a better explanation than that, because I have no idea what I’ve done to tick you off.”
The hallway was empty for now, but this was no place to get into this kind of conversation. I turned, heading to the stairwell. Blake followed and once the door swung shut behind us, I whirled on him.
It wasn’t my fist that hit him.
A blast of energy, probably what felt like a hit from a Taser, smacked him in the chest. Blake stumbled back into the door, mouth dropping open as his legs and arms twitched.
“What,” he gasped. “What was that for?”
Static crackled over my fingers. I wanted to do it again. “You’ve been sleeping in my bed.”
Blake straightened, rubbing a hand over his chest. The faint light coming from the window in the landing danced over his face. “Katy, I—”
“Don’t lie about it. I know you’ve been. I smelled your cologne. It’s been on my pillows.” Bile filled the back of my throat and the urge to lash out hit me hard. “How could you? How could you do something so revolting and creepy?”
Something flickered in his eyes. Hurt? Anger? I didn’t know or care. What he did was so wrong on so many levels that restraining orders were usually issued in response.
Blake thrust his fingers through his hair. “It’s not what you think.”
“It’s not.” I barked out a short laugh. “I don’t know what else it could be. You came into my house and my bedroom uninvited and you…you got into bed with me, you sick son of a—”
“It’s not what you think!” he practically shouted and the Source inside me perked even more, responding to the outburst. I expected teachers to rush the stairwell, but they didn’t. “I’ve been keeping an eye on everything at night because of Daedalus. I patrol the area just like Daemon and the other Luxen do.”
I scoffed. “They don’t climb into my bed, Blake.”
He stared back at me so blatantly I wanted to smack him. “I know. Like I said, that…was never my intention. It was an accident.”
My mouth dropped open. “Did you slip and fall on my bed? Because I don’t understand how you’ve accidentally ended up there.”
Red stained the tips of his cheeks. “I check the outside, and then I check the inside just to be sure. Hybrids can get into your house, Katy, as you already know. So could Daedalus if they wanted.”
What would he have done if Daemon had been there? Then it struck me and I felt sick all over again. “How long do you watch at night?”
He shrugged. “A couple of hours.”
So he’d have known if Daemon had come over most of the time, and the rest was just sheer dumb luck. Part of me wished he’d tried it just once when Daemon was there. He wouldn’t be walking right for months.
There was a good chance he may leave this stairwell with a limp.
Blake seemed to sense where my mind went. “After I checked inside your house, I…I don’t know what happened. You have bad dreams.”
I wondered why. I had perverts sleeping in the bed with me.
“I just wanted to comfort you. That’s all.” He leaned against the wall, below the window, closing his eyes. “I guess I fell asleep.”
“This wasn’t a onetime thing. Not that once would be okay. Do you understand that?”
“I do.” His eyes opened into thin slits. “Are you going to tell Daemon?”
I shook my head. I could handle this. I would handle this. “He would kill you on the spot and then we’d end up in Daedalus’s hands.”
Relief loosened his body. “Katy, I’m sorry. It’s not as creepy as it—”
“Not as creepy? Are you serious? No, don’t answer. I don’t care.” I stepped forward, my voice shaking. “I don’t care if you were just worried and keeping an eye on me. I don’t care if my house is on fire. You do not come in there again. And you sure as hell don’t sleep in my bed again. You kissed…” I sucked in a sharp breath. The raw, ugly black feeling was back, crawling up my throat. “I don’t care. I don’t want to be near you any more than I have to be. Okay? I want you to stay away from me. No more watching or anything.”