Before Evan stood up, he took a quick glance between Carson’s legs and held his breath for a moment. His dick hung semierect and seemed to be growing slowly without a hint of encouragement. Oh, those poor sexless spinster types who ran from big dick and weeping cock would have been clutching their proverbial pearls and swooning in agony. The psychologically damaged types who liked to objectify gay men, turning them into effeminate quasi-women by making them dickless creatures of the worst kind, would have been thoroughly repulsed. It was thick at the base and narrowed slightly toward the head: the kind of dick Evan had always liked most—the kind of dick no gay man alive would ever reject. It wasn’t quite as big as Jeffery’s, but it wasn’t what anyone would ever consider small. He wanted to reach for it; he wanted to worship it. He didn’t want to just suck it; he wanted to swing from it. But it was still too soon.
When he stood up, Carson put his arms around him and kissed him. Carson ran his hands up and down his back and rested them on his ass. “Come on. Let’s get into the tub together.”
Evan stepped back and reached for his hand. He led him to the tub and said, “I really want to do this. It’s not every day a guy gets to bathe a hot amateur boxer, especially one he just saw win a fight. Indulge me in a small fantasy this once.”
So Carson climbed into the tub and sank down in the hot water with a sigh. “Oh, this really does feel good.” He rested his head back against the rounded edge and closed his eyes. “I guess I am a little more bruised than I realized.”
Evan reached for a wash cloth and kneeled down next to the tub. “You poor thing,” he said. “Just close your eyes and I’ll make you feel better.”
Evan spent a long time gently wiping the bruises on Carson’s face. In this light, he reminded him even more of a young Sean Penn. Carson’s eyes remained closed the entire time. The only sounds he made were sighs of relief each time Evan touched his skin with his bare hands.
When Evan finished with his face and neck, he slowly rubbed his chest and his arms with the cloth. He took a long time washing under Carson’s arms, and even longer massaging his fingers. When he rubbed his stomach, he set the washcloth aside and only used his fingers. Carson’s eyes remained closed, but his lips had parted by then.
After Evan finished massaging Carson’s stomach, he skipped over his groin area and moved right down to his legs and feet. Carson seemed to enjoy having his feet massaged the most. He even moaned softly when Evan held his foot in his hands and rubbed his toes. He lingered there for the longest time, taking equal turns on each foot.
Then his hands moved slowly up Carson’s legs, massaging each muscle one last time before he reached Carson’s most sensitive spot, the spot he couldn’t wait to begin rubbing. When he finally did reach Carson’s groin, he gently held his balls in one hand and his dick in the other. Carson had been fully erect since he’d entered the tub. Evan knew by the way Carson had reacted to his light strokes everywhere else that he would respond better to light strokes between his legs.
“How is that?” Carson said in a soft whisper. He was squeezing and stroking him with both hands.
“Awesome,” Carson said. “And if you knew me, you’d know I hate that word. I’m an English teacher. I can’t believe I used that word right now. But that’s the best way to describe it.”
Evan ran his thumb across his shaft slowly and said, “I think I might join you after all.”
Carson opened his eyes and smiled. “There are condoms in the drawer under the sink.”
Evan laughed. “Aren’t you being presumptuous now?”
Carson sent him a look. “I’m being honest.”
Evan squeezed him one last time, and then he dried his hands on the towel and stood up. He knew Carson was watching him. He walked slowly on purpose. He opened the drawer and saw condoms and a tube of lubricant. He hesitated for a moment before he reached into the drawer. This was different from other times. Carson wasn’t just another trick. He was a man Evan could get serious about and he knew this. He really liked him. He didn’t love him the way he loved Jeffery. But he liked him and didn’t feel awkward about it.
Even if he’d had reservations about sleeping with Carson, he’d already gone too far and he couldn’t stop now. He wanted to do this, partly because it wasn’t just anonymous sex like he’d had with the delivery guy and partly because he hadn’t been this attracted to another man since he’d met Jeffery. He’d always been sexually attracted to men like the delivery man, but there hadn’t been any emotion. With Carson he started to feel there might be hope for having an emotional, monogamous relationship after all.
So he reached into the drawer for the condoms and lube and set them on the counter. While Carson watched, he removed his clothes slowly and left them on the floor. He’d always been proud of his body and he knew men liked to watch him undress as much as he enjoyed being watched. Though he didn’t have the lean wiry body of a boxer, he did have smooth soft legs he shaved regularly, a naturally hairless chest he’d built up by going to the gym a few times a week, and a plush round ass that he made sure remained firm by running four times a week. Although he’d lost a lot of weight at Havilland, the one place where he hadn’t lost weight was in his ass.
Before he joined Carson in the tub, he opened the tube of lubricant and turned around to face the mirror. He knew he would be getting fucked that night and he wanted to lube himself up for Carson before he got into the tub. So he lifted one leg up and rested it on the counter, with his legs spread and his ass facing Carson. Then he greased his fingers with lube and slowly reached around. While Carson watched, he arched his back and inserted two fingers into his ass with generous amounts of lube. By the time he was finished, he glanced over his shoulder and found Carson leaning forward, with one hand holding the side of the tub and the other stroking his dick in the water.
A minute later, Carson took his hand and he helped him into the tub. As the candle flames flickered, he straddled Carson’s waist and reached around to cover him with the condom. Then he spread his legs wider and leaned forward to hold Carson’s shoulders. Carson took his own dick and guided it as Evan slowly sat down on it. He felt some pain at first; he closed his eyes and squeezed Carson’s shoulders harder, waiting for it to pass. But the deeper Carson went, the less he needed to hold onto Carson. By the time it was all the way inside, Evan released Carson’s shoulders and sat up straight. He arched his back and ran his hands up and down his own torso, grinding his hips in slow circles. For a moment, he lost himself so completely in this position that he jerked a little when Carson grabbed him by the back of the neck and pulled him forward.