He leaned back in his seat, watching the interior of the cockpit fade in and out of focus. Had he lost too much blood or were the cockpit’s lights fluctuating? He had no doubt the chopper itself was a goner.
He’d deal with his own concerns later. After he saw to his passenger.
He unbuckled his belt, flicked the cockpit lights on to maximum, turned to Burke. The man had his head turned against his seat, his eyes wide with an amalgam of panic and relief. Their gazes meshed.
And there was no mistaking what happened then.
Harres hardened. Fully.
He shuddered. What was this? What was going on? Was his body going haywire from the stress?
Enough of this idiocy. Check him for injuries.
He reached for him. The man flinched at his touch, as if Harres had electrified him. He knew how he felt. The same charge had forked through him. This had crossed from idiotic to insane.
He forced in an inhalation, determined to erase those anomalous reactions, drew Burke by the shoulders into the overhead light. The man struggled.
“Stop squirming. I need to check you for injuries.”
“I’m fine.”
The husky voice skewered through him even though he could barely hear it with the din of the still-moving rotors.
And a conviction slammed into him.
He would have thought he was beginning to hallucinate from blood loss. But he’d been feeling these inexplicable things long before he’d been hit. So he was through listening to his mind, and what it thought it knew, and heeding his body. It had been yelling at him from the first moment, just as his every instinct had been. He always listened to them.
Right now they were telling him that, even in these nightmarish conditions, they wanted T. J. Burke.
And knowing himself, that could only mean one thing.
He stabbed his fingers into the unruly gold silk on top of T. J. Burke’s head, his body hardening more at the escaping gasp that flayed his cheek.
He traced the dewy lips with his thumb, as if to catch the sound and the chagrined shock at what he sensed was an equally uncontrollable response.
He smiled his satisfaction. “So, tell me, why are you pretending to be T. J. Burke, bearded investigative reporter, when a modern-day bejeweled Mata Hari would suit you far better?”
Two
T. J. Burke wrenched away from the cloaked, force-of-nature-in-man-form’s hold, panted, voice gruff and low, a tremor of panic traversing it. “Did you hit your head in the crash?”
The man bore down again without seeming to move, making the spacious cockpit of the high-end military helicopter shrink. The smile in those golden eyes that seemed to snare the dimmest rays and emit them magnified, took on a dangerous edge. The danger was more spine-shivering for being unthreatening, more…distressing, with the response it elicited.
Then the colossus drawled in that deeper-than-the-desert-night baritone. “The only hit to the head I got tonight was courtesy of those neatly trimmed, capable hands of yours.”
“Since I hit you with the intention of taking your head off, I probably dislocated something in there. Your good sense, seemingly. Maybe your whole brain.”
The man pressed closer, the freshness of his breath and the potency of his virility flooding every one of T.J.’s senses. “Oh, both my sense and my brain are welded in place. It would take maybe…” his eyes traveled up and down T.J.’s body like slow, scorching hands “…ten of you to loosen even my consciousness.”
“It took only one of me to do so earlier,” T.J. scoffed, not sure the supply of air in the cockpit would last much longer. “I almost took you down. With both hands literally tied, too.”
“You can sure take me down, just not by hitting me. Your effect on me has nothing to do with your physical strength and is certainly not proportionate to your size.”
“Is that all you got? Cheap shots at my size?”
“I’d never take any kind of shot at you.” Again the man’s eyes seemed to emit a force field that gathered T.J. into its embrace. “And then, I think your size is perfection itself.”
Drenched in goose bumps and feeling the heart that had barely slowed down start to hammer again, T.J. smirked. “Sure you’re not concussed? Or is this the way you usually talk to other men?”
The insult seemed to burn to ash in the rising temperature of the man’s smile. “It’s not even the way I talk to women. But it’s the only way I’ll talk to you. Among other things. Every other possible thing.”
T.J. pressed against the passenger door. “So you somehow got it into your head that I’m a woman? And now you’re all over me? Just minutes after barely surviving a devastating crash and landing God knows where in this forsaken, sand-infested land? And you can’t hear how ridiculous you sound?”
“What’s ridiculous is that you thought a fuzzy beard and an atrocious haircut would disguise the femininity blasting off you. It got me by the…throat, from the first moment. So why don’t you drop the act and tell me who you really are?”
“I am T. J. Burke!”
Painstakingly chiseled lips spread to reveal teeth so white they were almost phosphorescent in the dimness. “My bearded beauty, only one of us has testosterone coursing in his bloodstream right now. Don’t make me offer you…tangible proof.”
T.J. glowered at him, tried not to show any weakness, to meet him on the same level of audacity. “Is it the…tangible proof proving that you’re attracted to small blond men?”
A chuckle rumbled deep in that huge predator’s gut, zigzagged all through T.J.’s system like deadly voltage. “First thing you have to learn about me so we can move on is that I am insult-proof. I wouldn’t even sock you if you were a man. But my body knew you weren’t from the moment I laid eyes on you in that filthy hole, against all evidence and intel. So will you admit it on your own, or will you make me…establish proof myself?”
T.J. shrank back farther against the door as the man’s right hand rose. “Lay a hand on me, buster, and have it chomped off.”
“With the way I’m reacting to you, there’s nothing I want more than your teeth on every part of me. But if anything proves your femininity, it’s that so-called threat. A man would have told me he’d break my hand or tear it off, or something suitably macho.”
“So you have men regularly threatening to do that? And women chomping away at any part of you they can reach?”
The man narrowed his eyes, concentrating the intensity of his amusement. “You’re an expert at diversion, aren’t you? Give it up, already. I’m on to you. So on to you that not even a bullet is dulling my response.”