When Luis and Jase were finally in bed, Luis moved close to Jase and snuggled into his side. He placed one hand on Jase’s dick and the other on Jase’s chest and said, “Were you serious about getting Rand and Rob a good deal on one of these motor homes? They were very excited. Or were you just saying that?”
“Of course I was serious,” Jase said. “I like them a lot. They’re great guys. I know for a fact I can get them into a trial test program for people who travel a lot in motor homes. This company I’m thinking of investing in is looking for people to test drive these things for the next year. If they like them, they can buy them at half the cost in the end as a bonus. Since these things cost almost as much as a home, you can’t get a better deal than that anywhere. And if they don’t like it at the end of a year, they just give it back with no strings attached.”
Luis kissed his chest. “That’s very nice of you. You’re the sweetest man I know.”
Jase looked down at the top of Luis’s head. “Why am I the sweetest man you know?”
“I wasn’t sure how you’d react to what just happened,” Luis said. “This is the first time I’ve ever actually had physical contact with another guy in front of you.” He laughed. “Actually, I kind of surprised myself tonight.”
They hadn’t talked about what they’d just done with Rand and Rob until now. As far as Jase was concerned, it was just sex. But he could tell Luis needed to talk about it. Luis was like that. He always needed to talk about how he was feeling and what his emotions were. So Jase put his arm around Luis’s shoulders and said, “We had a little fun tonight. No big deal. I have to admit one thing, though. I was amazed at the way you were sucking them both off at the same time.” He laughed. “I never saw anyone try to gobble up two dicks that fast in my life. What would our friends back home think if they saw you, especially Roland and Josh? You’re always so critical of their open sex life.” Jase laughed. “I think they’d be fascinated at what just happened tonight.”
Luis sighed. “I guess they would be a little shocked,” he said. “I only wanted to have a little fun in front of Rob and Rand. I didn’t expect them to shove their dicks in my face that way. That was an unplanned accident.”
“I kind of figured,” Jase said. He really wasn’t upset, nor was he jealous. But he knew Luis needed to work this out in his head. Jase was older and more secure than Luis. He knew he had found something special with Luis and he felt no competition at all from the Ricky Martin twins.
“Did it bother you?” Luis asked. “Were you jealous?”
Jase decided there was only one way to handle this. If he put this all on himself, Luis wouldn’t feel guilty and they could both go to sleep. “You have to remember something,” he said. “When we met, I was a gay virgin. I’d never done anything with a man up until then. What we did tonight is kind of like catching up for me. Almost like having a quick puberty in my mid-life. And I had fucking blast tonight; I felt like I was in college all over again. I missed all that because I was in the closet. I think you had fun, too. Rob and Rand are two hot guys. I knew the minute you started licking their feet where it was going to lead and I wanted it to go there. If I’d been jealous or worried, I would have stopped you.”
“So you’re okay with all this,” Luis said. “I need to know that nothing is different between us. That we’re still in love and our lives aren’t going to change at all. I don’t want anything lurking beneath the surface. I’d like to get it all out right now.”
Jase smiled and ran his palm down Luis’s back. If anything, he loved him more at this very moment than he’d ever loved him before. “Luis, what just happened at the lake has nothing to do with our relationship. Nothing is different between us, and nothing ever will be different between us. I love you more now than the first day we met, and I always will.” He knew he had to go into details, even if he repeated himself.
Luis exhaled and said, “I feel the same way. If anything, being with Rob and Rand made me realize how much I prefer you as a lover to anyone else. With them, it was just sucking dick. With you it’s so much more.”
Jase fought back the urge to yawn. He was so tired he could barely keep his eyes open. “Are you okay? It’s all settled and we’re good?”
Luis nodded against his chest. “I just don’t want to make a habit of doing this all the time,” he said. “Once in a while is okay, but I don’t want to have one of those open lifestyles like Josh and Roland. No sex playrooms for me in the basement.”
Jase knew he had to answer this one with care. He thought for a moment and said, “I agree. I don’t want an open lifestyle either. You’re more than enough man for me. If the opportunity ever arises by accident, like it did this weekend, then we’ll play. But we won’t go looking for it.” He was telling the truth, too. Though he’d enjoyed watching Luis suck them off, he really didn’t feel the need to run out and do it all over again.
Luis sighed out loud and his breath blew across Jase’s bare chest. “I didn’t do anything all weekend for Elena’s blog. I feel awful.”
“You can catch up on the plane ride back to New York.”
Luis squeezed his balls hard and said, “Goodnight, my love.”
Jase kissed the top of Luis’s silky head, whispered goodnight, and closed his eyes. When he thought about the stunned expression on Luis’s face when Rob and Rand shoved their balls against his nose, he fought back the urge to snicker.
His mind wandered. He thought about the electric motor home and how he was going to invest in the company after all. He still wasn’t certain about the electric aspect, but as long as the motor home could be switched to gasoline at any time, he felt secure. So far, this had been one of the most memorable weekend adventures he’d ever had and he wanted to invest his money in something he loved. Then as his mind drifted to Alaska and he started to doze, he thought about his dream house and all the plans that had yet to be put down on paper. He’d hire the same architect he’d hired to renovate their house on West 95th Street in New York. He’d build something modern and all glass on the edge of the cliff, in the spot where he’d always imagined he would spend the rest of his days with Luis by his side.
THE END