They sat in companionable silence for a few moments, and then Penelope said, "Do you remember when I asked you if we might take a belated honeymoon trip?"
He nodded.wWhy don't we use some of my Whistledown money for that?"wI will pay for the honeymoon trip."wFine," she said with a lofty expression. "You may take it out of your quarterly allowance."
He stared at her in shock, then hooted with laughter. "You're going to give me pin money?" he asked, unable to control the grin that spread across his face.wPen money," she corrected. "So you can work on your journals."wPen money," he mused. "I like that."
She smiled and placed her hand on his. "I like you."
He squeezed her fingers. "I like you, too."
Penelope sighed as she settled her head on his shoulder. "Is life supposed to be this wonderful?"wI think so," he murmured. "I really do."
CHAPTER 21
Oneweek later, Penelope was sitting at the desk in her drawing room, reading Colin's journals and making notes on a separate piece of paper whenever she had a question or comment. He had asked her to help him edit his writing, a task she found thrilling.
She was, of course, overjoyed that he had entrusted this critical job to her. It meant he trusted her judgment, thought she was smart and clever, felt that she could take what he had written and make it even better.
But there was more to her happiness than that. She'd needed a project, something to do. In the first days after giving up Whistledown, she'd reveled in her newfound free time. It was like having a holiday for the first time in ten years. She'd read like mad—all those novels and books she'd purchased but never gotten around to reading. And she'd taken long walks, ridden her horse in the park, sat in the small courtyard behind her house on Mount Street, enjoying the fine spring weather and tipping her face up toward the sun for a minute or so at a time—long enough to bask in the warmth, but not so long as to turn her cheeks brown.
Then, of course, the wedding and its myriad details had consumed all of her time. So she really hadn't had much opportunity to realize what might be missing in her life.
When she had been doing the column, the actual writing of it hadn't taken too terribly long, but she always had to be on the alert, watching and listening. And when she wasn't writing the column she was thinking about writing the column or desperately trying to remember some clever turn of phrase until she could get home and jot it down.
It had been mentally engaging, and she hadn't realized how much she'd missed having her mind challenged until now, when she'd finally been given the opportunity again.
She was jotting down a question about Colin's description of a Tuscan villa on page 143 in volume two of his journals when the butler knocked discreetly on the open door to alert her to his presence.
Penelope smiled sheepishly. She tended to absorb herself entirely in her work, and Dunwoody had learned through trial and error that if he wanted to get her attention, he had to make some noise.wA visitor to see you, Mrs. Bridgerton," he said.
Penelope looked up with a smile. It was probably one of her sisters, or maybe one of the Bridgerton siblings. "Really?
Who is it?"
He stepped forward and handed her a card. Penelope looked down and gasped, first in shock, and then in misery. Engraved in classic, stately black on a creamy white background were two simple words: Lady Twombley.
Cressida Twombley? Why on earth would she comecalling?
Penelope began to feel uneasy. Cressida would never call unless it was for some unpleasant purpose.
Cressida never did anything unless it was for an unpleasant purpose.wWould you like me to turn her away?" Dunwoody asked.wNo," Penelope said with a sigh. She wasn't a coward, and Cressida Twombley wasn't going to turn her into one. "I'll see her. Just give me a moment to put my papers away. But..."
Dunwoody stopped in his tracks and cocked his head slightly to the side, waiting for her to go on.wOh, never mind," Penelope muttered.wAre you certain, Mrs. Bridgerton?"wYes. No." She groaned. She was dithering and it was one more transgression to add to Cressida's already long list of them—she was turning Penelope into a stammering fool. "What I mean is—if she's still here after ten minutes, would you devise some sort of emergency that requires my presence? My immediate presence?"wI believe that can be arranged."wExcellent, Dunwoody," Penelope said with a weak smile. It was, perhaps, the easy way out, but she didn't trust herself to be able to find the perfect point in the conversation to insist that Cressida leave, and the last thing she wanted was to be trapped in the drawing room with her all afternoon.
The butler nodded and left, and Penelope shuffled her papers into a neat stack, closing Colin's journal and setting it on top so that the breeze from the open window couldn't blow the papers off the desk. She stood and walked over to the sofa, sitting down in the center, hoping that she looked relaxed and composed.
As if a visit from Cressida Twombley could ever be called relaxing.
A moment later, Cressida arrived, stepping through the open doorway as Dunwoody intoned her name.
As always, she looked beautiful, every golden hair on her head in its perfect place. Her skin was flawless, her eyes sparkled, her clothing was of the latest style, and her reticule matched her attire to perfection.wCressida," Penelope said, "how surprising to see you." Surprising being the most polite adjective she could come up with under the circumstances.
Cressida's lips curved into a mysterious, almost feline smile. "I'm sure it is," she murmured.wWon't you sit down?" Penelope asked, mostly because she had to. She'd spent a lifetime being polite; it was difficult to stop now. She motioned to a nearby chair, the most uncomfortable one in the room.