Sever, sever, twist and sever.
Iseult looked away, fingers rising to her Threadstone.
She looped off the leather thong and peered at the ruby. It rested atop the silver taler, in her palm.
“Safi,” she whispered. Her other hand clamped over the stone. “Safi,” she repeated, straining. Stretching. Feeling for Threads.
Safi was out there, and this stone was bound to her. If Esme could do this dream-walking, and if …
Well, if Iseult was truly like Esme, then she could perhaps dream-walk too.
But nothing came. Nothing, nothing, thrice-damned nothing. “Weasels piss on you,” Iseult whispered, and heat plucked at her eyes. She sniffed, and held the stone tighter. “Where the rut are you, Safi?”
Swearing doesn’t suit you, Iz. You are simply too poised to pull it off.
“Safi?” Iseult fell to her haunches. A rock pierced her thigh. “Is that you?”
Who else would it be? It’s my dream.
It was working. Iseult couldn’t believe it, but it was working.
“This isn’t a dream, Saf. I’m really here. I’m really talking to you.”
Of course it’s a dream. I think I would know, since I’m the one sleeping.
“Saf, it’s Thread…” Iseult hesitated, cold spiderwebbing through her chest. For this wasn’t Thread magic, was it? This was Esme’s magic, and Esme was not a Threadwitch.
Whatever it was—whatever this witchery could do—it couldn’t be all bad if Iseult could talk to Safi.
She swallowed. “It’s magic,” was all she said at last. “And trust me, this is real.”
A pause stretched between them. Then giddy pink Threads filled Iseult’s mind—and warmth too. A beam of Safi’s sunshine to chase away the cold.
Goddess, Iseult had missed that feeling.
And goddess, she had missed her Threadsister.
Well, weasels piss on me is right! Safi’s dream-voice took on a breathy, elated quality. We’re actually talking right now, Iz! Can you thrice-damned believe it?
Iseult couldn’t help it. She laughed.
Safi laughed too, and sunset colors shimmered over their bond. The Threads of friendship.
Before Iseult could revel in that perfect shade, a figure caught her eye. A shape moving amid the pines.
No Threads. Her heart jolted. It was Aeduan—of course it was Aeduan, yet why did he have to come this way now?
Iseult spoke faster. “Where are you, Safi? Are you safe?”
I’m on a ship to Azmir, and yes. I’m safe. We should arrive at the capital tomorrow. Where are you?
“I’m c-coming for you.” Iseult’s tongue was turning fat. She had so much to say. This couldn’t be over already. But now Aeduan was almost to the submerged wall. He would be close enough to hear Iseult soon. “I-I won’t be in Azmir for a while, Saf, but I’ll get there as soon as I can. I have to go now.”
Wait! Stay! Please, Iz!
“I … can’t,” she gritted out.
Just tell me, are you safe? And don’t lie, Iz. I’ll know.
Iseult couldn’t help it. Her stammer slid away, and she smiled. “I’m safe, Safi. We’ll talk again soon. I promise.” Then she lifted her hand from the ruby.
In two breaths, Safi’s Threads had drifted away. Iseult’s heart was left cold as she slipped the leather back around her neck.
Then Aeduan stepped onto the shore. He stayed silent as he crossed the rocks, and to Iseult’s surprise, she found her frustration already leaching away.
For, of course, she could simply dream-walk again. Her time with Safi wasn’t over. It was only just beginning.
Aeduan stopped nearby and inspected his reflection like Iseult had done. No sitting, of course, for Iseult doubted he ever sat. Or relaxed. Or did anything that normal humans did.
Then again, Iseult supposed, she wasn’t precisely normal either. Weaverwitch—
No. She would not think of that.
Iseult plunked her hands into the water. Its icy grip banished her thoughts. Deeper she dug, until her elbows were under. Her biceps—
“Fireflies.”
“What?” Iseult splashed upright. Chill bumps raced down her arms.
“There.” Aeduan waved across the pond. “Fireflies. They’re good luck in Marstok, I’ve heard. And children make wishes on them.” There was something light to Aeduan’s voice, as if he …
“Are you making a joke?” Iseult pushed to her feet. Water droplets splattered across the stone.
“No.”
Iseult didn’t believe him. Nose twitching with a smile, she slid her own gaze to the lights twinkling among the pines. The air, the sky, the water—it was so much like their encounter two nights ago.
Yet also nothing like it at all. Iseult and the Bloodwitch had been enemies then, bound only by coins. Tonight, they were allies bound by … Well, Iseult didn’t know precisely. Owl, certainly, and perhaps the mountain bat too.
Iseult sucked in air, marveling at how her lungs could feel so full against her ribs. Then she closed her eyes. She wanted to make a wish, but there were too many choices. She wished for Safi at her side. She wished for Habim and Mathew too. And, though she couldn’t quite understand why, she wished for her mother.
More than anything, Iseult wished for answers. About her magic. About the Cahr Awen.
I wish I could learn what I am.
Her eyelids fluttered open. Aeduan was still observing the fireflies. “Did you make a wish?” she asked, and to her surprise, he nodded. A curt bounce of his head. “What did you wish for?”