The cloaked figure kills people, I reminded myself with a shiver. He doesn’t think twice about it either. I’d lost count of the number of people he’d killed in my dreams.
I needed to find someone, but I wasn’t sure what I was going to say. I couldn’t tell them I had dreams – in a way, I wanted to guard them: despite the horrors they showed me, the dreams offered me information I wasn’t getting from the Varns. Information like the fact that my father was still trying to find a way to get to me.
The click of a door closing snapped me from my thoughts. Kaspar had stepped from his father’s study, breaking out into a smirk when he noticed me. In my chest, the bubble of hope shrank. He had passed me before he spoke, turning and pointing in my direction.
‘Girly, almost forgot. Father wants to see you. He said wait in his study, he’ll be there in a minute.’
My eyes bulged. ‘See me? About what?’
He raised his arms at his side in an exaggerated shrug. ‘You tell me.’ With that he stuffed his hands into his pockets, carrying on towards the entrance hall.
I watched him go, feeling very sick all of a sudden. Behind me, the whitewashed, panelled doors to the King’s study looked ominous. See me? The King never requested to talk to me – we more ran into each other, normally when I really didn’t want to see him.
My stomach knotted. I couldn’t help but feel this might have something to do with the cloaked figure and I was tempted to scuttle away and hide in the basement kitchens.
No. I wasn’t a coward, and besides, I was intrigued to know what the King had to say. Taking a deep breath, I stepped through the door.
I was greeted by a manservant, who bowed. ‘Please, Miss Lee, have a seat.’ He gestured towards a high-backed wooden chair placed in front the King’s generous-sized desk, today piled high with papers. I had heard the others mention he had a whole hoard of secretaries and assistants to help deal with the paperwork, but it still looked daunting.
‘His Majesty is currently engaged with business, but I will inform him that you are waiting. Please, enjoy the refreshments.’ He pointed towards a small side table, two separate jugs of water and blood placed beside several glasses and a plate of biscuits. He bowed again and disappeared through a door squeezed in-between two of the huge bookshelves that dominated the walls.
I gazed around, standing up to try one of the tempting looking biscuits, which filled the room with the smell of baking. The room was actually rather pleasant, the curtains thrown open, bathing the room in daylight and the occasional ray of sun as it edged from around the clouds – though not enough to burn.
Business. With a strange thrill, I contemplated the possibility that right at that very moment, the cloaked figure could be talking with the King. But that would mean they would know that my father would come soon (I couldn’t face using the word ‘attack’). And if they were ready for him – it didn’t even bear thinking about.
I took a bite of the biscuit and almost spat it back out, it was so bitter. It was like eating over-spiced gingerbread with grapefruit and lemon thrown in. Reluctantly, I chewed, searching around the desk for a bin to place the rest in.
Instead, my eyes landed on a partly folded letter on the desk, tucked below today’s newspaper. But what really caught my attention was the signature at the bottom.
H.M. Queen Carmen.
My heart stopped. I placed the rest of my biscuit back on the plate, ignoring my voice who complained it was impolite to leave half-eaten food. Glancing back at the door, full of curiosity, I pinched a corner and slid it out, surprised at how thick and textured the paper was. I knew I should not read it and that the King could appear at any moment, yet I was unable to stop my eyes from moving from left to right.
Dear sweet Beryl,
First, I must ask how you and Joseph are? It truly has been far too long since we last met; I do believe I have not enjoyed the pleasure of your company since the turn of the new year, and that was months ago now. Therefore, you simply must come over for dinner soon! I’m sure the children would like to see Marie-Claire and Rose again, and I know last time we met that Jag found John to be good company.
And you know, my dear friend that I am a prying creature, so I must ask how Marie and John are? From what Kaspar and Jag tell me, they have been courting for a year and a half now. I must congratulate them and you on such a union. It is not often that humans so seamlessly become integrated with the Kingdom.
Enough of me asking of you; perhaps you would be relieved if I babbled on about Varnley. Other than the usual happenings, I can’t say I have much gossip to enrich your day with. Perhaps the only news worth reporting is the increasing appearance of Charity Faunder at the most unsociable hours. Whilst I am pleased Kaspar has come to his senses enough to move on from the vile von Hefner girls, I cannot help but feel that Charity is not suitable female company for him. I know I can’t stop him, for he is not a child any more, but his superficial inclinations when it comes to the opposite sex do not exactly speak of the maturity I know he possesses. I know you had similar problems with Rose. Sometimes I think the way we were raised was far more appropriate. But then what can we do about this ever-changing world?
What else? I was thinking of perhaps going back to Spain soon, to show the children where I grew up. I am considering commissioning Flohr for another painting of the family too. We haven’t had one done since Kaspar was young and I would really like one to include Cain and Thyme – now she is two years old I think we might be able to entice her to sit for long enough.
But that must wait until I return from Romania. It is just a day until I leave now, and the preparations do not seem to even be near to a conclusion. Vladimir has also been suggesting that I take Kaspar, but I refuse to entertain such an idea. The entourage is quite big enough and Kaspar’s quick temper is too like his father’s, which Pierre will not like. In truth, however, I do not want my son and heir to be placed in the path of danger, which there will doubtless be, although I have neglected to mention this particular reason to my husband.
Do write back and I will reply in haste as soon as I return. (Perhaps I shall take up Lyla’s advice and start using email.) I must go, for I still have strict instructions to leave Kaspar whilst I am away (you can imagine, I’m sure). All my love and greetings to your family.
Your friend,
H.M. Queen Carmen.
My lips parted as I gaped at the letter in my hands, which were trembling. I couldn’t quite comprehend that I was holding a letter – a letter never sent – written and held and folded by the Queen who I had heard so much about; the Queen whose death had torn the Varns apart.
Somewhere far away, the grandfather clock I always heard but never found struck nine and I came back around, realizing that the King could return any minute. Folding the letter back along the creases I slipped it under the newspaper, hoping he wouldn’t notice it had moved.
I lowered myself back into the chair, still feeling shaken – I had to grip the hard arms of the chair to stop my hands from trembling..
‘Good morning to you, Miss Lee.’
Hearing the King’s voice behind me, I sprang back up and bobbed into a curtsey, feeling like my cheeks were on fire, mainly from guilt after what I had just read.
‘Your Majesty.’
He strode around his desk, settling into his own chair and indicating I should sit too. I did, looking at anything but the King.
‘Miss Lee, in a few days time you will have been confined to Varnley for three months. In that time, you have been privy to many intimacies within my family and household, and, I hope, gained an insight into what life as a member of this Kingdom entails. Would you agree?’
I nodded. He shuffled his papers, shifting the newspaper and below it, the letter into a draw beside his chair.
‘I appreciate that your time here has been difficult and at times very upsetting, and that the choice presented to you is not ideal, but I must urge you to make a decision.’
I tightened my grip around the arms of the chair, feeling my fingers meet beneath each length of wood. He paused in his arranging, eyeing my hands.
‘Do not fret, Miss Lee, I do not mean now. But I feel it is my responsibility to inform you that you are at the centre of a growing political debate, both within the Kingdom, the United Kingdom and internationally, and that the only way to cool the situation is for you to willingly become one of us.’ No pressure. ‘I think it is also only fair to ensure that you are not entertaining any false ideas that your father or the British government will negotiate or fight for your freedom. In their eyes, your humanity is not a fair trade-off for the loss of life they would experience in return.’
I stood up so fast the blood drained from my head and stars appeared in front of my eyes. It took an enormous amount of willpower and a bitten tongue not to scream that he was lying. My father is coming. He just needs an excuse. And by the sound of it, he’s got one.
‘Miss Lee?’
‘I thank you, Your Majesty, for your input. I’ll consider what you have said,’ I replied, speaking through gritted teeth before I curtsied and marched from the room. I went to slam the door behind me, but the manservant caught it with a grimace, softly closing it.
Outside, I slumped against the wall, breathing heavily. What a liar! And if he thinks I’m going to turn because of politics, he can go and shove his choice up his—
Language, my voice chided, interrupting before I could finish my line of thought.
I remained there until my breathing returned to normal and I was able to think more clearly, thankful that the dreams gave me an upper hand. It was just a waiting game now.
THIRTY-SEVEN
Violet
Grabbing the towel I rubbed it over my wet hair, shifting my weight from one foot to the other in a sort of dance whilst humming an Elvis tune. The King’s talk of the day before was forgotten and I had woken up in an unusually good mood, partly from an uninterrupted, dreamless sleep and partly because the hope I had maintained in my first few weeks as a hostage had reignited.
‘Girly, what the hell are you doing?’
Like a scared cat I sprang up and screeched, diving for the nearest something to cover myself up – I was only in my underwear.
Why didn’t I get dressed? I mentally groaned. He chuckled, letting his eyes roam over my too-close-to-bare flesh.
‘Girly, the voiles you are trying to cover yourself up with are translucent.’
I looked down, cringing. It was made even worse by the fact that my bra and knickers didn’t match and that the knickers were more old-granny than sexy.
‘You should prance about in your underwear more often.’ He turned and walked towards the door, calling back over his shoulder. ‘But if you are coming out with us, I suggest you put some clothes on, it will be freezing for you outside.’
I let go of the voiles. ‘Out?’
‘Yes, out, Girly. Do I need to spell it out for you?’
‘Out,’ I mouthed. It seemed like an alien word, unspoken for so long. ‘Out, out, out,’ I whispered, liking the way my tongue flicked when I said it.
‘Out. You know, outside?’
I nodded in a daze. ‘Out where?’
‘To London. Now, hurry up, I would actually like to leave sometime today.’ He turned and left, slamming the door behind him.
I stood there in stunned silence for a full minute. London? Why the heck were they taking me to London? Wasn’t that a bit risky?
Apparently not, my voice answered.
But I could just escape, I retorted. My voice mentally chuckled in a mocking way that told me it would be eye rolling if it could.
Do you really think you can escape from several vampires? I think not!
‘I could certainly try,’ I mumbled back, aloud, getting dressed and sorting my hair. ‘But what if someone recognizes me? I was on the BBC and everything!’ I shuddered at the thought of that cruel day when I had watched my family suffer on the news.
I doubt anyone will. It’s London. Besides, no one will actually think you are the Violet Lee. And you won’t do anything.
‘What makes you think that?’
It’s too late for you to go back now, isn’t it, Violet? You wouldn’t leave even if you could.
It faded away, leaving me standing there, stunned and frightened at what it had just said. Is it too late? Would I leave?
Even as I thought those words my heart dropped. It was one thing having my father, well, rescue me, but it was another to actually make the decision to go.
Flicking the straighteners off, I ran my fingers through my hair, thinking it was sleeker than it had been in months. Coupled with the fact I had bothered with eyeliner and mascara, I actually looked presentable.
Descending the stairs I saw the same group that had been in London that first night, with the addition of Lyla and another girl, her mousy-brown hair tied up into a bun. Beside the tall, slender Lyla, she looked short and stocky, although I was pretty sure the Princess would be jealous of the killer cl**vage the other girl had.
Fabian handed me a familiar black coat. I reached out, hand a little shaky as the rough velvet instantly brought back a thousand memories, the most recent being that of a certain night out in London.
I shrugged it around my shoulders, glad of the sudden warmth. My thin cardigan wouldn’t have protected me much against the harsh breeze. There was a flurry of movement, as everyone unfroze and began grabbing various things from the living room, returning with car keys, purses and wallets, credit cards and handbags.
Kaspar walked right up to me, tucking a wallet into his back pocket. ‘I’m warning you, Girly, I’m not leaving your side all day. So no funny business, okay?’
I nodded, rolling my eyes. I’ve already had this discussion with my voice. He flitted around me and poked me in the back, forcing me forwards but I froze. The blood drained from my face and I took a step back.