He stumbled. “It’s not my money. It’s yours. I was just the safe keeper until you were of age.”
“Bullshit.” I sliced the rope around his wrists—the same rope that’d been wrapped around Nila’s—and shoved him backward.
He grunted as his back slammed into the rack, his clothing smearing the dusty wood. He tried to shove off, but I pushed back. He lost his footing, sprawling over the contraption.
Without thinking, I looped the rope I’d just removed from his wrists around his neck and prowled to the other side of the single-bed sized platform. The twine hooked under his chin, forcing him to arch back, keeping him pinned and choking.
His fingers fought at the imprisonment, angry curses percolating in his chest.
I didn’t give him leeway to talk. I pulled harder.
The harder I pulled, the more his emotions grew stronger. I could ignore them…for now.
“Nothing you say can save you, old man. I’ve learned a lot from you over the years. Let’s see how much I remember.”
“Wait—” Cut gurgled as I tied the rope to a hook below the rim, keeping his neck throttled. He lay awkwardly, his legs dangling off the side. Moving around to his front, I grabbed behind his knees and scooted his bulk onto the table.
He couldn’t stop me, too focused on fighting the rope to breathe.
Once his body was in position, I grabbed his flailing arms. Fisting his right, I pinned it to the unforgiving wood above his head, wrapping the leather around his wrist and fastening it tightly.
“No, wait!” His voice wheezed, his fingers clawing at his throat.
He continued to pant while I remained silent, moving down the table to capture his right leg. The leather had turned stiff with age and blood, but I managed to wrap it around his ankle, shoving his jeans out of the way and fastening tight.
“Jethro—stop.”
I didn’t obey.
Meticulously, I drifted to the left side of the table. His left leg tried to kick as I crushed his knee against the table. I wrestled with him to buckle the strap. I panted with exertion but won.
I was weak. Tired. Sick from traipsing around the world and dealing with complications he’d caused.
Yet, I had enough strength to subdue him.
Our gaze met as I skirted the table, reaching for his left arm.
“Don’t.” His eyes widened as I forcefully removed his fingers from around his neck, slamming it unceremoniously against the wood above his head. Bending over him, his chest rose and fell as I threaded the leather around his wrist and finished the final binding.
All four points secured. There would be no running, no fighting back—completely at my mercy.
“Still think I don’t have it in me?” I looked down at him, pitying him a little. When I was younger, I’d always hoped he’d be lenient and let me go. I held blind belief he was my father and wouldn’t hurt me too much.
But Cut knew otherwise. He remembered what he’d done to me. He recalled every scream and beg. It was his turn now.
I patted his cheek.
His lips tinged purple as he sucked in a lungful of air. “Jethro…fucking obey me and—”
“I’ll never obey you again.” Wanting him to remain lucid for future events, I unwrapped the rope from the hook at the base of the table and removed it from his throat.
He gasped, sucking in air while an angry red line marred his bristle-covered neck.
Leaving him to breathe, I moved toward the table beneath the grime-smeared window. No reflection or view from the outside world was noticeable. The pane had turned cloudy with age, deleting everything but us and what was about to happen.
Cut’s emotions built until they threatened to eclipse my own. He wasn’t terrified—not yet. He still believed I wouldn’t be able to do this.
I’ll prove you wrong.
Grabbing the corner of yet another dusty sheet, I whipped it off to reveal a long table of nasty implements.
My heart clenched as my eyes fell on every tool. Most had been used on me. But a few had been used on Jasmine.
I shuddered, closing my eyes against the influx of memories.
“No, leave her alone!”
Cut didn’t obey. He finished tying Jasmine’s hands before twisting to look at me. The leather bit into my wrists and ankles, binding me to the table. But the fulcrum had been activated, switching the table from horizontal to vertical. I hung as if crucified.
I would see everything. I would feel everything. I wouldn’t be able to stop anything.
Jasmine’s bronze eyes met mine, her twelve-year-old face glowing with grief.
“Don’t. Please, don’t.” My voice battled with tears.
Cut marched toward the table to grab a tiny blade. “Seeing as hurting you doesn’t teach you how to switch off your condition, I’ve come up with a better idea.”
His boots clomped on the barn floor as he strode back to his daughter.
I fought. Fuck, I fought. The rack groaned as I threw my weight against the buckles. “Don’t touch her.” Jaz. My baby sister.
Pulling Jasmine to her feet, Cut wrapped an arm around her shoulders. Her dainty black shoes were no longer shiny patent but dusty and scuffed. I remember the day she got those shoes. Mum had given them to her just for being the sweetest little girl.
“You have the power to stop this, Jethro.” Cut angled the blade against Jasmine’s shoulder, slicing through her pretty blue dress, revealing a sliver of skin. “All you have to do is focus on my thoughts, rather than hers.” He dragged the blade over her flesh, not hard enough to break the surface, but hard enough to make her flinch.