I'd dumped Drew right then and there, but that stil hadn't taken away my pain.
So I'd pul ed back that night from Logan at the very last second-and I'd hurt his feelings because of it. He'd thought I hadn't wanted to kiss him because he was a Spartan, because they had a reputation for being so vicious and violent. I'd tried to explain about my psychometry magic, but he hadn't understood.
From the dark expression on his face, it looked like he didn't understand right now either.
"Gypsy girl," Logan said, staring at Preston instead of me.
"Who's your friend?"
"This is Preston. Preston, Logan. Logan goes to the North Carolina academy with me," I said.
Preston held out his hand, which Logan reluctantly took and shook. I'd thought this would be the end of things and that Logan would head back inside to the party and Savannah, but instead the Spartan crossed his arms over his chest and leaned against the side of the building. Like he expected Preston and me to stay put and talk to him or something. Weird. Very weird.
"Spartan?" Preston asked, eyeing Logan's relaxed stance.
Logan nodded. He didn't ask what Preston was, which I thought was kind of rude. I might not know al the ins and outs of Mythos Academy, but sharing what kind of warrior you were was one of the main conversation starters between the kids at the different branches. I'd heard tons of them ask each other that question up on the ski slopes today, and I'd chatted with a few of the New York students myself. At least until they'd al started staring at me and asking me what kind of warrior a Gypsy real y was and what kind of power I had.
It wasn't exactly a hush-hush secret that Gypsies were people gifted with magic by the gods, but it wasn't common knowledge either. Most of the kids and even some of the professors at Mythos thought I was just a different kind of warrior, which technical y, I guess I was. I didn't real y understand why so few people had heard of Gypsies before. It was something I kept meaning to ask Grandma Frost or Professor Metis about.
"Wel , Logan," I said in a bright voice. "I'm sure you want to go back inside where it's warm. Preston and I were just leaving."
"Oh? Where were you going?" Logan asked. "Maybe I'l tag along. This party's getting a little tame. Al the beer is gone already."
I frowned. Why would Logan want to go with Preston and me? I mean, hel o, the two of us had been about to disappear into the shadows and total y make out. Logan had to have guessed that.
He had plenty of experience in that area. Maybe it was the way the Spartan stared at Preston, with icy, narrowed eyes, but suddenly, the strangest thought fil ed my mind. Logan wasn't-he couldn't be-there was no way that he was jealous. Was he?
Preston looked at Logan, then back at me. His eyebrows shot up in his face. He realized something was going on between Logan and me. I wish he'd clue me in on exactly what it was, because I had no idea.
"Actual y, I should go check on my friends. They're over at another party across the vil age." Preston turned to me and grinned. "But I'd love to see you tomorrow. Maybe we can have lunch?"
My heart lifted, and a matching grin curved my lips. He wanted to see me again. Maybe he real y did like me after al . I felt like doing a happy dance, but of course, I was way too cool for that. I'd at least wait until I got back to my hotel room, alone, where no one would see.
"It's a date," I said.
We pul ed out our cel phones and swapped numbers.
"Just text me when you want to hook up, okay?" I told Preston.
He nodded, then gave me another kil er smile. "I wil . I had fun tonight, Gwen."
I smiled back at him. "Me, too."
For a second, Preston hesitated, like he was going to lean forward and kiss me on the cheek, but then his gaze cut to Logan, and he thought better of it. Preston nodded at me, stuffed his gloved hands into his jacket pockets, and set off across the alpine vil age.
As soon as he was out of sight, I whirled around and stabbed my finger at Logan, not quite poking him in the chest. "What the hel was that about?"
"What are you doing, Gypsy girl?" Logan asked in a soft voice, instead of answering my question. "You don't even know that guy."
My mouth dropped open, and anger burned through my veins, chasing away the chil of the fal ing snow. "Oh, cut the double-standard bul shit. I'd say I know just as much about Preston as you do about al the girls you've slept with. How many mattresses have you signed at Mythos, anyway? I'm wil ing to bet it's more than Preston has up in New York." Logan's jaw tightened, but he didn't deny any of it. We both knew he had a reputation as a man-whore, whether or not it was actual y true.
"What was I doing? I was trying to have some fun, " I snapped. "That's what we're al here for this weekend, remember?
To get total y drunk, wasted, and hook up with random kids from the other academy. According to Daphne, it's a yearly tradition.
Besides, what do you care?
You came here with Savannah tonight-not me." Logan stared at me, emotions flickering in his bright blue gaze. "I do-I do care," he final y said, running his hand through his dark hair and melting the flakes of snow that had gathered there. "More than I should. Way more than I should."
These were the words I'd wanted him to say to me for weeks now, ever since I'd asked him out back in the fal .
Even now, they made my whole body quiver with happiness.
But I was so angry at him for coming between Preston and me-
for butting in when he shouldn't have and ruining the moment.
Who I talked to was none of his damn business. Ditto for who I made out with.
The happiness and anger battled for control in my chest like a pair of ancient Greco-Roman wrestlers. It didn't take long for the anger to put the happiness in a headlock.
"You care? Real y? It sure doesn't seem like it to me, since every time I turn around, you're sticking your tongue down Savannah Warren's throat-right in front of me." Logan grimaced. "You don't understand. I like Savannah just fine, but you're-you're different, Gypsy girl. Special.
You always have been, ever since that first day when you ran into me out on the quad and gave me a piece of your mind."
I arched an eyebrow. "Different? Special? Real y? If I'm so special, if I matter so much to you, then why did you turn me down when I wanted to go out? Huh, Logan? Why would you do that if you were so into me?" He didn't answer, but I could see the anguish flickering in his eyes. The hurt in his face made me want to reach out, to comfort him somehow, but I pushed away the feeling and made my heart as cold as the snow fal ing around us. I had to be ruthless right now, just like he'd been when he told me that we couldn't be together, that we couldn't even go out on one simple date.
"Let me guess. You're stil keeping that big, big secret from me. The one you think I can't handle. The one that wil make me not like you anymore." I rol ed my eyes.
"Whatever. I don't want to understand you and your stupid, twisted logic anyway. Just leave me alone, Spartan, and I'l do the same to you."
I whirled around and stalked away, heading toward the hotel.
"Gwen. Stop. Please."
He cal ed me by my name, which meant he was serious.That was the only time he used my name, instead of jokingly referring to me as "Gypsy girl," the nickname he'd given me the first day we'd met. For once, I was too pissed to care. I kept walking.
But Logan had other ideas. I hadn't taken three steps before he grabbed my arms and turned me around. Stupid Spartan reflexes. He was so much quicker than I was. It just wasn't fair, and his grip was too strong for me to easily break. Before I knew it, Logan had backed me up against the corner of the building. We stood in the shadows, out of sight of the windows and the bright glow of lights spil ing out of the coffee shop.
Logan's face was close to mine-so close that his hot breath caressed my cheek. So close that I could see the silvery flecks in his ice blue eyes. So close that I could smel his faint, spicy scent.
So close that I could feel the strength of him pressing against me, making me ache for something I knew would be scary and wonderful and heartbreaking al at the same time. Something that made me long to be alone in the dark with him, touching him skin to skin-with no secrets of any kind between us. Just feelings-al these feelings.
The flakes of snow kept pouring down, and clouds of frost fil ed the air between us, our breaths kissing back and forth. Looking at us from a distance, you would have probably thought we were a couple who'd snuck out of the party early to have a little quiet time together. But we weren't a couple, we weren't those happy people at al , and that realization made me miserable.
Because even now, I wanted him to kiss me-wanted him to want me just as much as I did him.
"Look, I'm sorry," Logan said in a low voice. "I just didn't like seeing you with that other guy. I saw the two of you talking through the window, and when you got up, I knew you were leaving with him."
"You're such a damn hypocrite. You had no right to come out here and get between us," I whispered in a fierce voice.
"No right at al . Not while you're with Savannah."
"I know."
He didn't say anything else, and the snow continued to drift down, a curtain shutting out the rest of the world. Even the noise of the party seemed dim and distant now. Or maybe that was because Logan was fil ing up my senses until there wasn't room for anything else.
The seconds stretched out and turned into a minute, then two.
Stil , he didn't say anything-he just kept looking at me with his blue, blue gaze.
"Kiss me or let me go," I final y said in a miserable voice, hot tears stinging my eyes. "I don't care anymore." Logan's face softened. "I never meant to hurt you. That's the last thing I would ever want to do. I care about you too much for that, Gwen."
Gwen. I closed my eyes at the sound of him saying my name.
At the faint rumble of his deep, sexy voice. I couldn't bear to look at him. Maybe it was dark and twisted of me, but right now, for this one second, I wanted to pretend that we were a couple. That we real y were out here in the dark
-alone-together.
"Gwen," Logan repeated, a faint, pleading note in his voice.
I stil didn't open my eyes. Silence. Then-
"Gwen." A husky whisper, ful of al the longing I felt.
Logan's breath grew hotter on my face, and I knew that his lips were inching toward mine. My fingers dug into his shoulders, and I waited for him to kiss me. For the images and feelings to fil my mind. For Logan to fil my mind until there was nothing else-
The door to the coffee shop banged against the side of the building. My eyes snapped open, but Logan had already drawn back. And there was this look on his face of
... of relief. I knew it was because he hadn't kissed me.
Because I hadn't touched him, hadn't flashed on him, which meant that his deep, dark secret-whatever it might be-
was stil safe.
Giggles fil ed the night air, along with flashing pink sparks.
Daphne and Carson stumbled outside, both of them a little tipsy, and their arms wrapped around each other. Carson's glasses sat crooked on his face, and lip gloss shimmered on one of his cheeks.
It looked like he and Daphne had been having a very good time inside at the party. The happy couple took one look at Logan and me, stil locked together in the shadows, and their laughter cut off.
"Gwen?" Daphne asked, staring at the two of us. "Is something wrong?"
"Let go of me," I muttered in a low voice.
Logan dropped his arms and stepped back.
"No," I said, keeping my gaze fixed on my friends instead of looking at Logan. "Everything's fine. I'm ready to leave.
Are you guys?"
The Valkyrie glanced at Carson, who nodded.
"Yeah. We're ready," Carson said.
"Good. Let's go."
I brushed by Logan, so close that I felt his breath kiss my cheek once more, before breaking free and heading toward the hotel. Daphne and Carson scrambled to catch up with me. I didn't look back at Logan, even though I knew the Spartan was watching me the whole time.
I'd be damned if I let him see the tears in my eyes.
"Who does Logan Quinn think he is?" I fumed, stalking from one side of the hotel room to the other. "Can you believe him?
He's got some nerve!"
Daphne rol ed her eyes and hit a few buttons on her laptop.
"Yeah, yeah. That's the same thing you've been saying for an hour now, Gwen. If you don't stop pacing, you're going to wear a hole in the carpet." After my almost-kiss with Logan, I'd hurried back to the hotel as fast as I could, with Daphne and Carson right on my heels. They'd been worried about me, but I'd forced myself to put on a calm face, even though my emotions ate away at my heart like acid rain dripping everywhere. I'd already ruined their buzz from the party, so I told my friends that I was fine and was going to the room to take a shower.
Then I'd gotten in the elevator and left them in the lobby so they could enjoy some time alone together.
Daphne had come up to our room an hour later, lips red, cheeks flushed, her magic crackling like crazy. She looked like a girl who'd just had a hot, intense, total y enjoyable make-out session with her boyfriend. I envied her. Oh, how I envied her.
I'd had some time to think while Daphne had been with Carson, and I'd gone from heartbroken and melancholy to seriously pissed at the fact that Logan had the power to make me heartbroken and melancholy in the first place.
Now, I was in a "bloody fit," as Vic would say.