At a loss for words, I saw the lights of a car pull up and watched another perky blonde wearing a men’s button-down shirt passing for a dress saunter up beside me.
“There you are!” The first girl giggled, licking her lips.
“Come on ladies, I don’t enjoy being left waiting.” Logan’s voice filled me with disgust.
I rolled my eyes hoping Oliver was no longer home and turned to leave.
“We’re coming baby. There’s some girl here who’s not with us. Should I tell her to leave?”
“She’s definitely not with us dressed like that.” The second girl laughed, her accent matching the others. She looked me up and down and then smiled wickedly. “Unless this is a country bumpkin role playing thing you got going on. I bet you’ve got some great tits hiding underneath there.”
Insulted, I scoffed, stunned and looked down at my oversized, cutoff denim overalls and white tank top. With a shake of my head, my blood boiling, I snapped, “Enjoy yourselves, ladies. Make sure he pays you well, he’s got the cash.”
With that, I turned and stomped back down the drive.
“Cassandra!”
I stopped, standing by his gate and looked back to see Logan standing in his open doorway, his perfect body bare besides a pair of black boxer briefs. He was staring straight at me, his face alit under the glow of the porch light. He titled his head just the slightest and opened his mouth but then shut it tight again. There was nothing he could say.
I sighed, disappointed, and continued home with a new sense of sadness for Oliver.
Logan West was a pig. That wasn’t going to change no matter how much I wanted to believe differently.
The next day after school, Hilary showed up ready to drag me out of the house to go find the perfect dress for my blind date the next night. Reluctantly, I agreed.
“So what do you know about this guy?” I asked as we entered the small boutique sporting a giant sale sign in the window.
“Not much, but Caleb says he's a hard worker,” she replied, holding up a low-cut, red dress that looked more streetwalker than first date.
“No.” I made a face, shaking my head. “Absolutely not.”
Hilary shrugged, hanging it back on the rack, and continued on her search. I already explained on the drive over what I was looking for—sexy and sweet, but not too revealing. In other words, nothing that reeked of desperation.
“So, what’s this Kurt like?” I asked, wandering toward a rack of shoes.
“He’s…cute.”
I looked over at her, narrowing my eyes. “You have at least met him, right?”
“Of course.” Her voice sounded insulted, but then added in a whisper, “Once.”
“Once?” I gasped and my entire body grew rigid. “You said he asked you about me!”
“He did, which is when I met him.” Her voice was soft, aware she was busted.
“Hilary!” I placed the nude heel in my hand back on the shelf, and turned to leave.
“Hear me out, please.” She grabbed my arm to stop me.
“You have ten seconds.”
“Kurt came into Haven looking for a job a week ago. Caleb said he knew the guy from a friend and agreed when Kurt explained he’d been having trouble affording an apartment. Kurt noticed you during the speed dating night and asked me if I’d help set something up.” She sighed, and released her grip on my arm. “Caleb insisted if you guys went out that you do it there so he could keep an eye on you, but Kurt seems innocent enough.”
I exhaled a deep breath through my nostrils, lips pressed tightly together. I shook my head and slowly looked around the brightly painted store. What was I getting myself into?
Hilary must have caught onto to my resolve. A small smile crept over her lips. “Look, he's seems nice all right, and I think you'll have at least one or two things in common. Maybe he won't be Mr. Right, but he could be Mr. Right Now. You need to have some fun, Cassandra. You were with Mark for five years, time to date a little and see what’s out there.”
I looked her straight in the eyes. “Fine, but he better not be some creep, or perverted old guy!” She laughed and I couldn’t hold the frown on my lips any longer. I chuckled, and brushed past her, grabbing the heels I’d picked up earlier.
“How old is old?” I heard her ask a short moment later.
“Hilary!”
“Just kidding,” She laughed when I threw a sandal in her direction. “Trust me, just don't overthink everything he says, and tomorrow night will be fine.”
A mischievous spark shimmered in her eyes, and I took that as my cue to hurry up, and pick an outfit.
So, shall we head over to the lingerie department?” Her voice lit with amusement.
I rolled my eyes, and grabbed the four possible dress options we had placed on a rack and without a reply to her absurd comment, I slipped into the small changing room.
Truth was, it had been over a year since I last had sex. Even though I refused to have a one-night stand with my charming neighbor, maybe relieving some pent-up tension with Kurt wouldn’t be the worst thing. I missed it more than I would ever let on. Not just the sex, but also the safe and tender feeling of being wrapped up with someone I can’t get enough of. With Mark, it was always rushed but there were those few special times afterward where he would cuddle up behind me. They were rare—he enjoyed a cold beer and a loud sports game after sex—but I cherished them more than anything.
Maybe Kurt could give me that, at least for one night. I sighed, switching my thoughts away from anything depressing and shook the notion from my head, laughing at the ridiculous thought.
“Any luck in there?” Hilary called out.
Pulling back the curtain, I revealed the little black dress that hugged my body in all the right ways, but did not scream slut.
“Wow, yeah that's the one.” She grinned as I twirled in front of the long mirrors.
I agreed. It was perfect.
“So I have to ask, did something happen with Logan?”
My head shot up, confused as to why she would even ask. Did Logan say something to Caleb?
“No. Why?” I continued staring in the mirror but my thoughts no longer had anything to do with the dress.
“Nothing.”
“Hilary,” I warned, turning to face her, arms crossed over my chest.
“Fine.” She sighed, looking around nervously. “Caleb said Logan was at Haven last night and that he was really down on himself. Completely the opposite of what Caleb is used to seeing. He even went home alone.”
All I could do was march back into the dressing room. I didn’t care nor did I want to hear more.
“He also was asking a lot of questions about you.” Hilary continued through the curtain.
Curiosity had me interested against my better judgment to change the subject.
“Like what? If I charge by the hour?” I bit my lip. Why did I just say that?
The curtain flew open and Hilary rushed inside, shutting it behind her.
“What?” her voice was dripping with repulsion.
“Ugh, it’s nothing.” I finished dressing, ignoring her impatient stares.
“Obviously it’s something. So either tell me or I’ll be making a pit stop at Logan’s.”