I waited until both of them stopped talking.
“Augustine, are you attending in your professional capacity?”
“Of course. I’ll be using MII’s corporate account. The charitable contribution is tax deductible.”
“Then I’ll attend as your employee.” I looked at Rogan. “If he introduces me as his employee, it’ll explain why I’m there. Your kind of people don’t look too closely at hired help. It will look like I’m one of Augustine’s investigators and you’re trying to get into my pants to aggravate him. If the two of you act the way you’ve been acting every time I’ve seen you together, nobody will doubt it.”
“What do you mean, the way we’ve been acting?” Augustine leaned back.
“Have you ever seen a betta fish?” I asked.
“Of course.”
“Well, when you and Rogan come into each other’s view, you act like two male betta fishes. You puff your fins out and swim around trying to intimidate each other. Just keep doing what you’re doing, and everyone will realize that it’s really about the two of you and I’m just collateral damage. Everything will be fine.”
“I take offense at that,” Augustine said.
“You’re giving Augustine too much credit,” Rogan said. “His fins don’t impress me.”
He’d delivered that reply on autopilot. His eyes were distant. He was probably still thinking about the gala and he didn’t like it.
“I still need a dress.”
“I’ll handle the dress,” Rogan said.
“No,” I told him firmly. “You’ll give me money and I’ll buy my own dress. Also Cornelius will likely want to attend. He’ll need financial assistance as well.”
“I’ll take care of it,” Rogan said.
“It’s decided then,” Augustine said. “Why do I have this nagging feeling this won’t end well?”
“Never fear quarrels, but seek hazardous adventures,” Rogan said, obviously quoting. He still didn’t seem enthusiastic about it.
“Where is that from?” I asked.
“The Three Musketeers.” Augustine shook his head. “Rogan, everything about you is hazardous. It’s late and I have things to take care of. You can have your broody Athos all to yourself, milady. I’ll let myself out.”
He left the room. A quick check of my computer monitor confirmed he’d exited the building, gotten into his car, and driven away.
A speculative light played in Rogan’s eyes. “I always liked Milady more than Constance.”
“I’m not Milady or Constance,” I told him, getting up. “I’m Captain de Treville. I’m the voice of reason that’s trying to keep you two from doings criminal things without any regard for the law or the lives of others.”
He smiled. A potent, heated mix of need and lust warmed his eyes. It should’ve banished the darkness that had made its nest there, but it didn’t. He was eyeing me from the back of his dragon cave, tired, haggard, dangerous, but willing to throw it all aside for my sake. It made me want to run my hands down the hard, corded strength of his shoulders. I could slide my legs over his, straddle him right there in the chair, and make him forget everything. Let him make me forget everything, if only for a few minutes. He would smell like sandalwood. His skin would be hot under my tongue. He would grip me and the strength of those arms and the feel of his fingers on my body would carry me away, into the place where only pleasure existed.
Some men seduced by words, others with gifts. Connor Rogan seduced by simply looking. The sad thing was he wasn’t even trying. He was just looking at me and wishing we were naked together.
And if I didn’t stop fantasizing, he would pluck the impressions from my mind and run with them.
“Go home, Rogan.”
“You stopped calling me Mad a while ago,” he observed.
“I called you Mad mostly to remind myself who I was dealing with.” I leaned my butt against the desk.
“And who would that be?”
“A possibly psychopathic mass murderer who can’t be trusted.”
No reaction.
“And now you call me Rogan. What are you reminding yourself of now?”
“That you’re mortal.”
“Planning on killing me?” An amused light flashed in his eyes.
“Not unless you become a direct threat. Are you planning on becoming a direct threat?” I winked at him.
He laughed quietly. There, that was better.
“Are you going home?”
“No.” Steel tinted his voice.
I sighed.
“Is this about the overpass?”
“Yes.”
“I handled it.”
“I know,” he said quietly. “Troy survived because you were in that car.”
If I hadn’t been in the car, Troy wouldn’t have been attacked in the first place, but now didn’t seem like a good time to discuss that. “Then why do you want to stay?”
“Because Cornelius, Matilda, and you are now here under one roof. This is what we call a target-rich environment.”
“The bad guys could take care of their problems with one well-timed explosion,” I said.
He nodded. “My presence might be a deterrent. If not, I’m good in explosions.”
“I remember.”
I could argue but what would be the point? He wouldn’t hurt me or my family, and I felt better when he was here. I was responsible for my family’s safety and for Cornelius and Matilda, and I needed all the backup I could get. I just had to deal with the fact that when I climbed into my bed tonight, he would be sleeping somewhere downstairs. Probably on the air mattress, since Cornelius and Matilda had the guest rooms.
“Won’t Bug miss you?”
“Bug’s never far away.” Rogan showed me his phone.
“I’ll have to sell it to my mother,” I said.
“I discussed it with her before waking you up,” he said, matter-of-fact. “She thinks it would be prudent.”
Wow. My mother was so concerned about our safety she’d invited Mad Rogan to stay at the house. That knocked me back a bit.
“Maybe this isn’t such a good idea. I don’t know if I’ll be able to sleep knowing that you’re prowling in my house while I’m in my loft.”
He rose, his face serious and harsh. “You will. You’ll fall asleep fast and sleep soundly until morning, and then you’ll get up and have breakfast with your family because I’ll be prowling in your house tonight. And if anyone tries to interrupt your sleep and end your life, you have my word that they’ll sleep forever.”
That was the most romantic thing anyone had ever said to me. He meant it and he would make every word of it come true.
I made my mouth move. “Okay. I’ll see you in the morning.”
I’d barely closed my bedroom door behind me when someone knocked.
“Come in.”
The door opened and Leon slipped through. My youngest cousin was still in the lanky-teenager stage. Skinny, dark-haired, olive skinned, he reminded me of Ghost Elves from the recent fantasy blockbuster Road to Eldremar. I could totally picture him jumping from some ancient tree with two curved knives and blue war paint on his face. For a while we thought he might turn out to be really tall and once he hit his height, he’d fill out, but he’d stopped two inches short of six feet and so far showed no signs of adding bulk to his slight frame.
“If this is about Mad Rogan . . .”
He lifted his laptop and held it open for me. A dark background ignited on the screen, simulating deep space, and in the middle of it a beautiful nebula blossomed, made of luminescent threads, each spider-silk thin and weakly glowing with bands of different colors. Ah. The Smirnoff rubber-band model. I remembered doing that in high school. Magical theory was a core class and it hurt.
“I can’t do it,” Leon said.
After the day I’d had, homework was the last thing I wanted to do right now. “Leon, you really need to do your own homework.”
“I know.” He dragged his hand through his dark hair. “I tried. I promise, I really, really tried.”