If Luis and Elroy had gotten straight on Highway 64, they might’ve had a chance, but no—they were supposed to fil up the van with gas, so they parked a block away at the pumps of a gas station—the most obvious fucking target in the world.
Back at the motel, the Guide heard the first dry crack of gunfire.
How it happened: Luis went into the Exxon store for a six-pack of cherry Coke and some candy. He was thinking jel y beans, maybe red licorice.
“You’re a fucking kid,” Elroy told him. “How about some beer?”
Luis grinned. “You want them carding this baby face?”
He went inside to get his sweets while Elroy worked the pump.
It was a big goddamn gas tank, so Elroy had time to watch the clouds scraping by overhead. There were hil s in Omaha. Tal pine trees. Parks with lakes. Elroy never would’ve figured that in Nebraska.
He watched a big military plane lumbering toward the horizon, and he thought about C.C.
He missed the scrawny bastard’s smart remarks. He missed his tough-guy act, his stupid Italian suit and matching pistols. C.C. had been a time bomb, sure, but he’d kept things upbeat. He’d believed they would make it to freedom. Another week, C.C. had told them, and they’d al be partying in Alberta, screwing some Canadian chicks. Now, C.C. was six hundred miles south, under a foot of red earth, food for Oklahoma worms.
Night before last, in a Kansas trailer park, Luis and Elroy had held a kind of memorial.
While the Guide retired inside the rented Winnebago, they had lit a barbecue fire and got drunker than hel , cooking up brisket and talking about C.C.
Elroy took Luis down to the creek, where they shot the bow-and-arrow set Elroy stole in Oklahoma City.
Then they realized they’d have to find the arrows, so they tromped around in the dark and col ected a few until they heard a rattlesnake and ran like shit back to the picnic table. They laughed about it afterward, their hearts pounding, and Elroy felt good for the first time since C.C. died.
But they couldn’t keep up their spirits. The Guide was always close by, always giving orders. He looked at them like they were heavy, worthless packages he didn’t real y want to deliver—the same way he’d looked at C.C., bleeding to death in front of that sporting goods store.
Nobody leaves the group.
Walking to Target, Luis had told Elroy, “We can make it the rest of the way, ese.”
“You mean without him?”
“Fuck him,” Luis said. “We steal a car, head north our own damn selves. What do you say?”
Elroy understood why Luis hated the Guide. The Guide was a flesh smuggler, same as Stirman. Probably kil ed more Mexicans in his life than he’d kil ed flies. Be like asking Elroy to trust a Klansman.
But Elroy was doubtful. He wanted a new identity, money to start a life, al those things the Guide had promised. He didn’t trust the Guide or Stirman worth a shit, but Elroy had to get to Canada—for C.C.’s sake, as wel as his own.
Here at the Exxon station, this was the moment to decide. As soon as the tank was ful , as soon as Luis came out of the store, they could either go up the block to the motel, or they could get on the highway.
Elroy wanted to find a good woman to marry. He wanted to buy a decent house, join an old-fashioned gospel church.
Not that he believed his soul could be saved. He knew better than that. Since the day he drove his fist through that racist foreman’s nose out in the oil fields of West Texas, Elroy had accepted the fact his temper would damn him to hel .
But he wanted to get a job, have some kids. Maybe if he raised a couple of children right, that would count for something. He could have his own van with Cheerios and juice boxes in the back. He could take his kids into woods, somewhere up north where the wilderness went on forever, and teach them to shoot a bow.
They’d buy an endless supply of arrows, so they’d never have to go looking for them, just shoot them into the sky and watch them disappear.
Elroy didn’t hear the police car pul ing up behind him until the doors opened.
A cop’s voice on the bul horn: “Driver of the Sienna van. Put both hands slowly on top of your head. Do it now.”
Elroy turned.
The policeman yel ed, “Do not turn around. Put your hands on your head. Do it now!”
There were two of them, shielded by their car doors, guns drawn and pointed at him. No way could Elroy reach the gun tucked in his jeans, under his shirt.
He started to raise his hands, but he kept hold of the pump nozzle, stil squeezing so it came out of the tank gushing. Gasoline sprayed up the side of the van, toward the cops.
That bought him a half second. They weren’t expecting it.
Elroy dropped the nozzle and ducked around the front of the van. He hoped the cops knew better than to shoot at high-octane fuel. One of them fired anyway. The shot sparked off the fuel door. Elroy crouched against the front bumper, breathing heavy. He pul ed his gun.
He weighed the odds of running, and didn’t like them much. He saw Luis come out of the convenience store, a plastic grocery bag under one arm and a gun in the other.
Before Elroy could say anything, Luis let loose a ful clip at the police car.
Then Luis jerked back. The glass behind him spiderwebbed. A hole ripped through his grocery bag, then another—cherry Coke and jel y beans dribbling down his shirt.
Elroy thought about his imaginary children, shooting arrows into the sky. He thought about Floresvil e State, the death sentence that was waiting for him.
Maybe Luis had nailed at least one of the cops. Maybe there would only be one left.
He raised his gun and charged around the side of the van, straight into crossfire from the second and third police cars, which had just pul ed up.
Elroy didn’t have time to marvel at his bad luck.
He smel ed gasoline turning to flame, and the world erupted like a ful blast of Texas summer sun.
The Guide pul ed out of the motel in a stolen Honda Accord. He could see the black smoke boiling, a couple of blocks away.
The dragnet was already going up, but he eased past the scene at the gas station long enough to get the idea what had happened. The cops stopped him. His Nebraska driver’s license was valid. They didn’t bother checking his registration. He didn’t look like anyone they wanted.