“You know your lingerie.” I frowned.
“Important to appreciate the finer things in life. Especially when they’re to do with a fine woman.”
“Smooth.”
“You know, I had you figured for those boy-short things,” he said with a smile. “Happy to be wrong, though. These are hot, babe. Like seriously hot.”
“Glad you approve.”
“But if you say they’re not yours…” He started to stick them into his back pocket.
“Give them to me, please.”
“Say you’ll come to the Dive Bar with me tonight.”
“Oh, boy.” I hesitated, everything inside of me rejecting the idea. “A public place. I don’t think that’s a good idea. I think laying low is my best option right now. Find somewhere to live for the next few days then get gone, start over somewhere new.”
“You stay here with me until you’re ready to leave,” he said, like it was obvious.
“Really?”
“Sure.”
“I wouldn’t be in your way or anything?”
“No.” He passed me my underwear. “Course not.”
Quickly, I dropped them into the nearest box of stuff. Given the DEFCON 1 embarrassment levels of the past twenty-four hours, a pair of panties shouldn’t have bothered me in the slightest. Perhaps it came down to the man doing the teasing.
“I don’t know,” I said. “When you get right down to it, we barely know each other.”
“It’s only for a couple of days. A week at most, right?”
“Yes, but—”
“Are you worried about you or me in this scenario?”
“You,” I said, happy to be hiding behind the sunglasses. Those beautiful blue eyes saw too much. “You could change your mind and feel stuck with me. I don’t want to add to your problems.”
“Lydia, I don’t want to add to yours either. But I do want you here.”
“You do?” My breath didn’t mean to catch, I’m sure of it. It was just an accident. The thought of Vaughan actually liking me thrilled and terrified me in equal parts. He was so hot. And I was so me. But I could pretend to be cool for a temporary period. I could do this. “Why, if you don’t mind me asking?”
With a scowl, he stretched out in the long grass, relaxing, for all intents and purposes. “Can I trust you with something?”
“Of course.”
He licked his lips again, sighed. “Mom and Dad died when I was twenty. I’ve never been here without them. Not for more than a night or two. It just, it doesn’t feel right.”
Hell. My heart ached for him.
“Nell packed up the place, got someone to paint the inside so I wouldn’t feel weird, so it would feel like my own house, I guess. But it doesn’t.”
I sat down cross-legged in the grass in front of him. Picked the head off a dandelion and ran it back and forth across the palm of my hand. “Vaughan, it would be great if I could hang here while I get things sorted.”
“Good.” A slow smile spread across his face. “And I’d really like it if you’d come with me tonight, see Nell’s bar. She’d love to have you there, she said so.”
I scrunched up my nose.
“C’mon. You have to go out sometime.”
“Hmm, bad idea. I think I’ve already filled my quota for public humiliation this year.”
“You’ll have a good time.” He shook his head. “No way Nell’s going to let anyone hassle you in her place, babe.”
“That’s not my name.” The dandelion fell apart on a warm breeze, drifting off to who knew where.
“All right. Come tonight and I’ll never call you babe ever again.”
“Never ever again?” I sized him up over the top of my sunglasses, judging his sincerity.
“You have my word.” With deliberate slowness, he drew a cross over his heart.
The amount I owed the man was big. Huge. But then so was the thought of going out into the public arena and risking death, dismemberment, and some really nasty gossip. Bitches be everywhere. But also, he was right. I did have to go out sometime.
“Okay.” I held out my hand.
He shook it. Then kept holding on, gazing deep into my eyes.
“You’re going to have fun, Lydia.”
CHAPTER EIGHT
I was not having fun. Mostly, I was fighting the urge to puke. Though in all honesty, the state of my stomach had more to do with my hangover than anything else.